* ME! ME! ME! *
Nadiah Natra...
A typically born Gemini..
Simple yet complicated..hates bein' complexed but yet always gettin' into unneccessary complexity..
Loves to wonder..
Loves to dream..
Loves to exchange ideas..
Love jokes..(even corny ones)..
Loves FUN..
Love Lines!!..(*Hint!Hint!)
A CHATTERBOX..PERIOD!
Love her BABES
Loves her hubby Loads!
and currently in a state of bein' loved much :)
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* Thursday, August 30, 2007 *
D date with Mr. Scorpio is definitely great. It's been long since there's anobody of the opposite gender, able to communicate & understand me well. I've forgotten d feelin' of bein' really comfortable infront of Males but yet he made it worked effortlessly. So I thank you..personally for it. And I can't wait for the next one..(n am counting for d rest cming..I hope) *hint2.
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
P.S : Cha2 muka ade senyum k....Bluek!
Labels: Date with Scorpio
* Wednesday, August 29, 2007 *
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :D
P.S : I'll let d pictures deal with d talkings & tellings!!!
Labels: Bday pics
* Tuesday, August 28, 2007 *
Hey U (U-noe-who-u-r)...D virtual tongue lashing we had wasn't supposed to even occur. I noe I'm wrong cos my virtual big mouth started it. Oh well, enuff hv been said n heard. So I apologize for my usual Not Thinkin' b4 Shootin' those words out Habit..k I'm sorry gurl. Period! It's entirely none of my business & I respect tt. I'm sorry to disrespect ur privacy of your thoughts on ur relationship matters... :)
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
P.S : I noe my words can be nasty but urs too k.
Labels: Sorry Qah
* Monday, August 27, 2007 *
I actually don't hv d mood to blog about anything currently. D latest thang I've found out is tt d gals tld me tt I'm still livin' in d past. If only anyone cld juz try seeing themselves to d not so pic perfect past I had..If only anyone could juz try feel how good (NOT!!) it was. If only anybody cld juz try figurin' what I've been tryin' really2 hard to after bein' out of tt NOT so pic perfect past. If only they cld try tastin' d bitterness of it all. If only...I realise tt I'm still livin' in d past... I wld definitely opt for a more pic perfect one but then again...tt's been done..so I'm left with wishin' for it. So here it goes gees...How I wish..if only...:(
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Labels: Livin' in d past
* Friday, August 24, 2007 *
Hahahahaha!! I can't stop smilling liao! It's already Saturday (well...now it's actually 2.20am hee!) & in a few more hours, I am gonna be all OUT & ABOUT drivin' d streets n highways..fetchin' n bein' busy with d preparation of Nanie's Bday Celebration..Yeay! Oh ya..I even do up my hair juz for d whole Partay thigy:) I was not in d office d whole day...cos d Auditor was not around for me to assist. Kwang3! Due to tt fact..I had d time to rebond re-touched on my hair. Met up with Nanie & my newest Godson, Irfan Aniq (Gosh! he's currently d cutest thang I've ever seen) then drove to Marina for a meal. Went window shopping for awhile. And sent the Precious duo to their next destination after that. Am so looking 4ward for d sun to rise..seriously. So till then..& will update on d happening stuffs which so definitely gonna take place 2morrow nite. Adios!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
P.S : I don't wanna mk do with 'Dwarf' Qah...Can I hv another nick pls...n PLS NOT SMURF too k.. *Jelingz*
Labels: Not Dwarf nor Smurf
* Thursday, August 23, 2007 *
Alritey..2day's mission had completed liao! :) Met up with Nanie & Cuz, Min n drove straight to town for her B'day gift shopping spree. First we headed down to Chaos...(my fav party dresses n outfit store) n gotten her a top of her choice. Suddenly I saw a nice tube babydoll dress black with soft bohemian prints flowing...& without further a-do or even trying it on, I bought it for myself :) And if Eqa is to see tt dress..first thing she's gonna comment is tt d dress is so typically me..Bluek! K..peeps, tt is gonna be dress no. 3 frm Chaos which I've bought but hv not WORN yet. Infact d other 2 are still intact with tags & packed in their bags individually..heh! I juz simply hv to stay away frm shopping ctrs big time k!!! Wokay..let's get back to where I've paused...Oh ya..after Heeren we then drove to Far East..(another plc I shld avoid) tt's where she found a matching bottom n a pair of shoes to go along with d top. Suddenly a familiar Female Saggi (u-noe-who-u-r) called complaining tt she doesn't hv a matching black shoes to go with whatever she's gonna wear on Saturday..Haiz! So I got a pair for her liao! And so now tt's everybody is happy..I finally get to eat dinner at one of d Jap restaurants there. Phew! What a fun b'day shopping spree we all had..Rite Nanie???!!! Suka??!! *Winks*
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
P.S: K now tt I've got 2 dresses planned for Saturday..I dunnoe which one to wear liao! See pics above..n help me visualise...(D Tube or D Halter??)
Labels: Bday Shopping Spree
* Wednesday, August 22, 2007 *
Haiz..Me not bitchin' much 2day.. I'm feeling so so BORED rite about now... I feel like I wanna run as far n fast (lk real k..Bluek!) as I can. Anywayz, My cuz bro Latif called me up juz now askin' about M.O.S k...chet! Clubbing eh Tip! Suka!! Hmmm...
Oh ya..I gotten so very d feelin'2 juz now..informing Eqa, Nanie & TB dis when I've reached home from work >>> 'I'm back home liao!!' = Kesian dan Sedih kan aku...bilang org without org askin' instead...Bluek! Don't care..still gonna inform liao k..*winks*
But I'm still excited about Saturday's plan though..Jeng Jeng Jeng!!! Hai..tak sabar nah..nak berdonjeh..Heehee!
K...tt's it for 2day. I'm done liao!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra(=
P.S : Still hv not gotten any reply frm whom-I-So-Wanted-2-Reply-Me k...Kwang..Kwang..Kwang!!! = Sedih..nah...Sedih nah tau...tapi takper..Sat leh luahkan all out!!
Labels: Still No Reply
* Tuesday, August 21, 2007 *
Tuesday Morning - 4am still chatting with d usual peeps...(also welcoming Mr. Riduan aka Romeo_Thugz to the bitching club LOL!)
Tuesday Morning - 6am still on my bed Playing Dead n not sleep yet.
Tuesday Morning - 10am not able to bring myself up to work.
Tuesday Afternoon - 4pm still on my bed..but about to get up frm my bed.
Tuesday Evening - 6pm Me doin' my hair liao!
Tuesday Evening - 7pm Online chatting with d usual peeps!
So now tt i've done my entry for 2day, I guess it's best for me to sleep early 2day. I've got lot of things to complete in d office..haiz..
Signing Off,
Siti Nadiah Natra
Labels: Romeo Thugz
* Monday, August 20, 2007 *
It's about 15 mins for another Monday to end makin' way for Tuesday. I'm still am shock on how fast time passes by. Now it's already coming soon to end August & then comes September...Gosh! MADNESS!! Year 2007 is about to reach it's end in a matter of months time. And here's d suckiest part of it all...not much hv been gained personally. I'm still searchin' for my real rite path.. Anywayz, let's juz put d whole big picture thingy aside n let's leave tt for our Saggis to handle..cos they are damn sure good with big picture thingy optimism stuff. N me d Gemini, shld focus more on here & now..cos tt's my speciality. Wokay..let's see on upcoming events liao....My newest Virgo Galfwen's bday is this Saturday!!! Damn..n am I glad to be involved or what??!! We planned to celebrate it @ Movida (D Usual) & hope tt it'll turn out pweety fine ya. Me..so not gonna drive on tt day though..cos I wanted to drown myself in liquor with sorrow liao!! :( Life's been in a status quo for like...ages felt..haiz. N dunnoe when it's gonna end. But here's to all joy & happiness for my 'berkalau-kalau' fwen, Nani...May ur life be blessed with brighter future n NO MORE Loserz for u period!! k...*winks*
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
P/S : I'm still wanting DRaaacULAR!!! HELP!!!
Labels: Swaying DRaaacULAR
* Friday, August 17, 2007 *
K..2nite after noeing so much..Me kinda Perasaan Terganggu liao k! I hate it..I hate him..I hate myself. I've got so..so much to bitch about but yet I'm kinda tired bitching about it. Really2 am tired! Been trying to cry n let it all out but ended up laughing due to having d tots of trying hard to cry but not able to get these tears out(LOL!)..Who in d world would wanna try their very best to cry..Rite?! But I juz did that. Wierd ain't it?? Hence after a few trials I managed to get these tears of mine out...FINALLY! I felt better after..letting out all this angst..sadness in me. After I'm done with this entry, I'm gonna sleep through all tt I've let out juz now. Hoping d weekend is gonna be over soon so tt I can get back to work n be busy...in hope of having d chance not to notice d sucky feeling I had. K now I want DRaaacULAR...Haiz!!!! Aaargh!!!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah*SaDz*
Labels: DRaaacULAR Wanted
* Thursday, August 16, 2007 *
Post dd : 14th Aug 2007
I juz got back from GWEN STEFANI'S THE SWEET ESCAPE CONCERT!!!! It was superbly awesome...she's fantastic. She definitely able to sing live. She sounded..98%..as similar to d tracks frm her album. So spending $200 for a 2 hour of watching her performing live..is worth it! Went with a great company, Eqa, is another bonus liao!! N oh ya, I myself, being so very ME...even bought a new bag n a pair of shoes for the d whole concert thingy. Well, I was so into getting my usual self ready for Gwen that I didn't turn up for work 2day..heehee! Did my hair n all..but too bad, I didn't manage to get my manicure & pedicure though..due to time constraint..actually I hv to blame tt on my own time management..Heh! After my hair was done, drove straight to Marina Square to fetch Eqa..Gladly I managed to grab a bite @ Billy Bombers while waiting for her to knock off frm work..n she got herself ready in my car.. Drove straight to SIngapore Indoor Stadium rite after :D I had fun..really..without a doubt. And seeing me really jovial n all chatty n crazy..Eqa suggested for us to go more concerts since seeing me seeming lk my usual happy-go-lucky previous self after Gwennie's concert (cute..k) Next in line is Akon's concert, hmm..most likely I'm going..n even Waty is rather interested in joining to. So till then liao...:D
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
P.S : Gwen's drummer is a hottie + Cutie = Ah-hem!! (He waved n smiled @ me liao Bluek!!!! (Cha2 muka ada senyum :D)
Labels: The Sweet Escape Concert
Post dd : 11th Aug 2007
Yup yup...went to Movida on Wednesday nite with d company of d other two Crazy-Shodowers, Eqa & Nani respectively (Bluek!) Anywayz, we had fun even though we only managed to be there by 1.30 am...haiz thanks to a very particular Female Saggi (U-Noe-Who-U-R Bluek!!) It was jammed packed..but we managed to pull through though. And here's a declaration, both d company of d 2 female Saggi & Virgo were GREAT!! Thanks peeps! D music @ Movida was fantastic..but too bad, cos not much moves are able to be made thanks to those irritating stand-ups who doesn't wanna dance but juz stand in d center of every pathway..GOSH!! I was very irritated to a particular one (D Sponge-Bob Guy) Very Irritating sey dia!! Eh Qah? Haiz..by close to 4am but not juz yet....I suggested to mk a move to Powerhse cos I wanted to say hi to a certain virgo *winks* (well..d winking goes on & on..LOL!!) But was shocked to find out tt it's closed haiz..Too bad VIRGO..probably nx time huh...
Hmm...can't wait for d nx one though...n wondering when it's gonna be.. SO till then..
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :)
Nadiah Natra :)
Labels: Movida
Post dd : 6th Aug 2007
Oh well..d weeken d was not too lame(infact not @ all). .thanks for bein' invited for Den's B'day chalet. As usual, we had loads of food n drinks..(n I really mean Drinks) Bluek! It's kinda fun though for comin' up with a theme colour for the ppl involved..n it was Red & Green. I was lucky to hv bought myslf a green river island dress 2 mths back phew! Gotten there by 6.30pm. Then within less than half an hr, Waty arrived 2gether with Razi..next on list were Sukarni & Rose. I then fetched Waty, Razi & Ross to Parkway Parade to get Den's Ice-cream bday cake. By d time we gotten back to d chalet..everyone's already there. I got myself busy with d buffet d min we've reached d chalet. But I wasn't eating as much as usual..hmm Anywayz, Faizal dropped by..n I chilled 2gether with d same old bunch for some usual crap chatting. Overall I had a great time though..:) Sukarni really md me laff tt nite..with all her stories n jokes. Nx, is ME & EQA lookin' 4ward for d Gwen Stefani's Concert..Yeay!! So till then folks...Adios!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
Nadiah Natra
I ride like a soldier
Put nothing before ya
Anything you ask
I'll be right there to do it
But if I react you tell me to relax
Don't need to take it back
Cause boy you put me through it.
Kick it with ya friends, go
Go out with other chicks, go
Be all up in the mix, go
You got the right to do it
You wanna be a pimp
Be treated like a prince
Go ahead & click the switch
Cause now you got ya crown back.
This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back & forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family.
Now I,
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you.
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter & now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a Keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper & now you're gonna miss my love.
My hugs & My kisses
You know you're gonna miss it
And while you tripping on the love we could have had
I'm moving on, I got to
& ain't no looking back.
See boy...
You had a Keeper..
But you didn't know..
How to treat her.... :(
Put nothing before ya
Anything you ask
I'll be right there to do it
But if I react you tell me to relax
Don't need to take it back
Cause boy you put me through it.
Kick it with ya friends, go
Go out with other chicks, go
Be all up in the mix, go
You got the right to do it
You wanna be a pimp
Be treated like a prince
Go ahead & click the switch
Cause now you got ya crown back.
This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back & forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family.
Now I,
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you.
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter & now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a Keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper & now you're gonna miss my love.
My hugs & My kisses
You know you're gonna miss it
And while you tripping on the love we could have had
I'm moving on, I got to
& ain't no looking back.
See boy...
You had a Keeper..
But you didn't know..
How to treat her.... :(
Post dd : 2nd Aug 2007
I met up with a certain smone on Tuesday nite...& I've nvr tot tt I've been missin' him so much :( D feelings were described...mentally & physically..frm both sides. But why I've not been hearing frm him when d 2morrow comes..:( (weeping) I've got so much goin' in my head..god noes...Avoidance..Negligence...etc etc. Why do U hv to mk it dis way Ba?? Why? I juz want things to be normal...tt's all am askin' for...Is it too much?? I guess U shld noe damn well how I've always feel about U..all along :(
Signing Off
Nadiah Natra :(
Nadiah Natra :(
Labels: Avoidance and Negligence
Post dd : 1st Aug 2007
I finally made d decision to go to d dentist after suffering 2 long unbearing painful days...oh ya, n also not forgetting d sleepless nites too. It was really3 painful n my mom was wonderin'..how d hell in d world I can actually lasted for 2 days with regs to bearing n fighting d horrible pain juz cos i'm afraid of going to d dentist..(hee, not bcos of the pulling n abstracting of the tooth but more on fearing d huge needle injection b4 d whole procedure tks plc :P) But due to not bein' able to bear d pain anymore...Hell No!!, I went with d accompany of my mum (sweetness). I managed to go through d injection thingy rather smoothly even though my heart was beating fast n I started to cold sweat for a moment..haha(: Anywayz, d dentist told me that there are more than one tooth started to decay n she already helped me cleared d problem..phew! I felt so relieve d moment d problematic tooth was abstracted. My whole mouth n a part of my upper lips were numb due to the injection..even after hours of d dental thingy when I've reached home. D numbness was rather uncomfortable..so I planned to nap through it. N I was glad to noe that d numbness was gone d moment I woke up frm my nap. BDW, I also made an advance teeth check-up & polish appointment in 2 weeks time as I realised tt to get ur teeth checked every 6 mths is definitely a Hell Ya!! Looked what happened to mine, negligence caused my teeth to start decaying & plaque build-up. So I thought tt's it, I'm not gonna lose anymore teeth. SO 'Viva La Resistance' to all cavities out there..Bluek U all Big time!!! :P Hee hee hee! Anywayz, I didn't turn-up for work 2day..so I'll be glad to be in d office painless but with a tooth missing 2morrow Haiz..but it's all worth it though :)
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah;)
Nadiah Natra Abdullah;)
Labels: Killa Toothache
Post dd : 30th Jul 2007
It's currently 4pm & I'm in d office..been doin' nothin' but had been staring @ d PC screen for hours.. My neck had been stiff for the past 4 days n still is. Aaarghhh!! Enuff with d sufferin over my sucky feelin'...and I hv to add in d extra bonus (NOT!) frm my neck stiffness..haiz! So my sucky feelin' have multiplied itself by 2 :(!! D discomfort is really unbearable..GOSH!! Anywayz, I am so not in d mood to work n to be messed with 2day. Screamed @ my boss juz now for bein' irritating..n gave another collg a very disgusted look juz cos he left his documents juz about everywhere in d office & among all ppl here, I hv to find it... Now after typing some sentences, not even 15 minutes had passed..AAARRRGGHHH!!!! I wanna get outta dis place ASAP!!! Goodness I'm stressed out for I dunnnoe whatever d reason is. And it's very annoying! I think I need to go for a foot reflexogy or smthin'. Ya I shld plan to go for one later dis week. Sheeqs n her league are goin' away to KL dis week. Hope she's gonna hv a good time...well at least better than now. N I'm goin' for Waty's bday dinner later..haiz, I hope by then..my mood improves.. I really really really feel like crying n I dunnoe why.. :(
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah *Sadz*
Nadiah Natra Abdullah *Sadz*
Labels: Slow Monday
Post dd : 29th Jul 2007
Alritey...so I'm off to Jewel Box 2morrow with Shanana, Den, Waty & Razi for a get 2gether dinner in conjuction of Wati's b'day's celebration. It's been quite awhile tt we've not been chillin' there. So I guess I have to leave the office earlier 2morrow cos I have to fetch all 4 of them before driving up there. I've not been seein' those peeps for quite awhile too..hmmm. But I still have not gotten anythin' for Wati yet...cos I simply dunnoe what 2 get for her. I spoke to her on the phone juz now to suggest tt I should take her out on one of d dayz nx week for shopping so tt she can choose whatever she wants for her b'day...n I'll be glad tt I won't have to stress my brain out on what to buy her. It's coming to end of July soon...haiz..time is really passing by damn way too fast. N oh ya, before I've forgotten..I was introduced by Sheeqs to one of her good fwen, Nani. We had coffee 2gether @ Coffee Bean last week. Nani is an irritatingly nice gal in a freaky but absolutely fun way..(LOL) She's loud, very chatty, extra-fwenly & extra-jovial individual. Glad to gain a new fwen lk her..no doubt. So I guess I'm welcoming her to my favorite peeps club.."Welcome Gerl!!". Am done with this entry..as d drowsy effect frm the pain-killers i've taken had started. Didn't do anythin' much 2day...been @ home for the whole day & drove to my bro's place in the evening. Took them out for a dinner @ KTM & later we drove around the city. Infact..I've juz reached home frm his place actually & kinda tired liao... So till then I guess..
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
P/S : D sucky feelin' still lingers....aaarrrghhh!!!!!! Haiz.... :(
Labels: Birthday Dinner
Post dd : 28th Jul 2007
I've been keepin' dis wierd feelin' of mine..puttin' it aside as I tot that it might be a prank or even a mistake... But I hv dis strange gut feelin' which is unsettled. Last week, on d 19th Jul, smone sent me a smile..n dis person's profile is already in my fwen's list n I'm not aware of. D fact tt he/she sent me a smile isn't d issue but d message which came 2gether with d smile is. Normally..when smone sends me a smile they'll juz input a message askin' how am I? or "Hello..may I get to noe u?" or..other greetings n such. But dis current one I'm talkin' about has a slightly different kinda msg. Well dis is how d msg went like ..."i luv u" Juz lk tt, without any intro or even a hi...wierd ain't it? I mean how can ppl juz say 'i love u' to anyone..gosh..sayin' 'i love u' means really deep ya noe..N in my case, I don't even noe who this person is. Ya..I was so in a very complexed situation as I juz had a not-wanting-2-noe chat with a certain smone..Haiz. And d nx thing I knew, when I was still suckin' over d chat a day bck, I had dis smile & msg. But anywayz, it's not tt I'm makin' it a big issue but juz a tot I had when I gotten d msg though. It's nice to see those words :) I juz wish tt it came from a certain smone else..which is kinda wishful thinkin' though..heh. :( Till then...
Still Sighing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Labels: Luv Msg
Post dd : 23rd Jul 2007
I've been layin' on my bed playin' dead since 7.30pm till now (which is around 11pm already) Damn...time passes really fast even without u doin' anythin'..haiz. Anywayz..while I was doin' my normal routine of playin' dead, I had a few thoughts of a few certain smones... I really felt tt there's smthin' ppl juz wanna keep frm me which I believe they shouldn't. I really couldn't fig what or why or etc..etc. I juz want them to noe that whatever it is...I'm willingly able to accept it whether positive or negative. I'm someone whom definitely really appreciates HONESTY...more than anythin'.. Oh ya I went out on Saturday nite to Movida with Mr. Frenchy & his frens. Well, first we head down to Movida then jumped to PowerHse & back to Movida. It was really jammed packed..but was pweety fun though. N I didn't see any familiar faces..been wantin' to see a particular one though...aarghh!!! I didn't stay in St. James all way through tt nite...left around 3am drove straight back home. When I've reached home, I then realised that...for d period when I was in d club since around 11.30pm till 3am....I didn't even light up a single ciggie!! And I didn't drink much either...I juz had a bottle of stout courtesy of Frenchy *winks@Frenchy*. Besides, I wasn't in a mood to club in d first place. I've been feelin' kinda wantin' to shout & scream & yell out aloud lately. Dunnoe why am feelin' dis way? :( I mean, I was not even in d mood to go out after work..like usual. Haiz..so I guess last week's sucky feelin' is so ain't over yet!!! Gosh! Pls take dis sucky feelin' away from me...aaarrrghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone plss... :(
Signing Off..no correction, I mean..Sighing Off,
SIti Nadiah Natra
SIti Nadiah Natra
Labels: Sucky Feelings
Post dd : 20th Jul 2007
Goodness...finally the day has come to FRIDAY. D week @ work had been really super busy. For d whole week..I didn't get to go out n about due to bein' too tired from work. Other than tt...a lot had been said & heard. Shanana have been pweety quiet lately too..hmm I kinda miss her already. Sheeqs & Me have been whining...complaining...& whining again for d whole week (via MSN hee) She had been complaining about bein' vague (still) & in a state of anticipation. While I've been complaining about..well same issue..bein' confused (still) & in a state of complexity. But I guess we are determined to juz treasure d moments...tt we had..till it's gone :( My mood have been really2 terrible dis whole week..especially wheneva I've reached home frm werk..(well, tt's what my mum complained) I juz sit in my room after my shower n wouldn't even wanna hv dinner. And when my parent's checked into their bedroom..then I slipped out frm my room & go online searchin' d NET for whatever new infos..news..horoscopes..till late. Heh..I'm so glad tt d week is over & hoping 4 d same to the bad moody..whining..complaining mode. So enuff with soul-searchin'..bein' with Nadiah, herself & Natra momento. Now, I kinda feel like wanna be OUT & ABOUT again..so I don't noe if anyone's with any plans..everybody has been quiet..Gosh! Hey..fwens! Where u guys @? Come out..come out..wherever u are!!!! =)
P/S: Incase no one came out...Qah, u got plans 2nite?!(=
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Labels: Whinings
Post dd : 2nd Jul 2007
Wokay...here's d shit. Apparently I hardly told smone..especially males 'I miss ya'...My last ever 'I miss ya' phrase before this one is like 2 weeks back to Shanana (my bestie). To a male...well, cldn't remember=) Anywayz, here's d thang...I eventually sd tt to smone(a male lah!!) juz recently. Well, he is definitely smone I liked (been liking) n we've been contacting vis smses and msn chats until he gotten a job had too much of d little time n been busy with work n all (well, tt's what he claimed) I've treated him lk a guy fwen whom I really liked due to...sm issues (I guess). But here's smthin' wierd...afta all those time he's been busy (werkin'..lk he claimed)..n there's a pause to his presence in my Crazy life...I felt kinda wierd..due to d fact tt I'm missing him!!! Then there comes all those small tots of back to memory lane sessions I went through which md myself smile n hv small laughs to myself wheneva I clearly remembered all those crappy chats we had...Anywayz back 2 afta I told him I miss him...he asked me really?(at first) N I sd ya...Then he asked me this..'Miss me 4?' - Gosh! tt's when I'm not so sure maself cos ...he's not really tt close to me n all...but I answered him back 'presence...'(well, virtual online presence still presence what!! haha) Then dis is d part I hate about Guys - He replied bck sayin'..heehee..Thanks. Juz great ain't it?! Now this is where I'm suppose to end..cos I'm not sayin' or assumin' or whateva d fcuk there is to imply..cos I'm shuttin' up n leavin' my case as it is...Heh!!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Labels: Sway
Post dd : 18th Jun 2007
Monday, 18th June 2007 - I woke up this morning still feelin' kinda empty. Hv anyone gotten dat kinda feelin' b4? Is it normal? Wheneva I felt dis way, I simply dunnoe where to look 4ward to..what to look 4ward for...juz plain emptiness. Went out partyin' on Saturday juz to kill dis silly feelin' of mine. Well, I had a great time..as usual gotten intoxicated n all...danced lk there's no 2morrow..laugh @ d corniest of all jokes my fwens came up with. It looked lk as if I had a pweety great time...or wasn't I?? Was I juz pretendin' to look like as if I'm havin' d greatest of all time? Gosh! I dunnoe either..I get not others but also myself confused with the positiveness-yet-can-be-negative questions lingerin' in my head!!! Smtimes..I asked myself questions even I myself couldn't fig answerin'...Hmm thanks to bein' born in d month of Geminis!!! What's worst..is tt when I come with a question & I go like - "Damn it Cha...how in d world u come up with tt!!! & now U've got urself confused..Haiz:(" Tt's so typically ME. In my work, to able to see things from both sides is definitely an advantage BUT for my personal life is definitely a NO NO! Back to after-party on Sat nite...I drove off frm d club with Shana & Ezan..n we were so kanchiong to see 2 road blocks up ahead. So no matter how I try to peng..which so ever way, I still gonna be blocked..haiz. So I still hv to face it...I drove ahead really2 tryin' my best to look sober n normal...wind my window down..confidently (n tried not to do it over-confidently) smiled to d officer & sd hi!! (Apparently, there's nothin' else I can cm up with 2 say to d officer...haha!) Anywayz, I was lucky tt he replied my greeting n smiled bck as he told me to drive off...PHEW!!! Tt was a momento when my heart was pumping really2 damn hard & fast. I was so damn fcuking LUCKY! Tt's it...am not gonna drive to parties anymore. After d whole incident, we changed d plan to go for supper n decided to go back home instead. So I sent d other 2 back home n drove myself back home too. D moment I've parked my car @ my home's carpark...I suddenly burst out into an emotional mode. I juz can't help myself frm shedding tears...with d sudden of havin' strange tots in my head..Tots lk - How long am I gonna lead this way of life? What do I really want in my life? What do I gain doin' so? In 5-10 yrs time, am I still gonna go 2 a club..get intoxicated..danced lk crazy...get home while tryin' to look sober?? Gosh! It's really so frustrating havin' all those questions..lingering my mind n cldn't cm up with any absolute solutions:(....I guess it's time for me to get help. I've not been communicating with god (allah s.w.t.) for quite awhile now..ever since I started my partyin' extravaganza back. I'm so sorry God (allah s.w.t). I was havin' too much of a good time tt I've neglected my responsiblities as a muslimah. With this I hope to get ur guidance in my life's journey..(well..at least calm me down a-wee-abit god) Lessen the obstacles through my way. Amin. ;)
Signing Off,
Siti Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Siti Nadiah Natra Abdullah
Labels: Emptiness
Post dd : 14th Jun 2007
How u've been? How U doin'? Are U safe & sound? How are things? How's ur new job? So many things to enquire & ask...but yet I'm unsure...myself ..Haiz, it's strange how a person (u've acquainted) can change another person's negativeness to positiveness. And it's wierd how they can magically provide strength for the other to look 4ward n get outta d safe zone...by without even doin' anythin'..Strange ain't it?? U've mentioned 'presence' b4, & I guess u maybe rite dude!! :) But then again. in my opinion though, presence are not supposed to be bought but should be entirely outta pure sincerity. Haiz...
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
Nadiah Natra
Labels: DraaacULAR
Post dd : 6th May 2007
My spa trip to Bintan was really FUN....especially havin' Shanana, Su & Khairani with me. Our ferry supposed to be leavin' by 1.30pm on Sat, 28th Apr 2007 but as usual me & Shanana were late. We hv to check-in d departure hall by 12.30pm but only managed to reach there by 1.15pm!!!! Haha tt's so typically US...especially Shanana :P. Anywayz due to tt fact...we are unable to sit 2gether...so all of us found seperate seats in the ferry. D moment we sat ourselves down...I plugged both my ears listenin' to my MP3. Oh ya....then I also realised tt I so LOVE my Nokia 7390 phone. It's an all-in-one device:P...I don't hv to be bothered of bringing along my MP3 player or my digi cam cos the phone provides all the necessary requirements d above mentioned provides...alone. I dozed off for a nap while d journey there took place. Well, luckily it was only an hour journey!! Upon reachin' Bintan....we excitedly grabbed our luggage & got ready to get on-land :). Our agent fetched us from Bintan's ferry terminal & we all were sent to Nirwana Gardens Beach Resort. We checked-in & they got a buggy driver to buggy us over to our villa! The moment I saw d villa...I was so impressed! It's by a calm pond whereby if u stand out in the balcony of the villa u'll be facing the beautifully designed pond with fresh-water fishes & water-lilies decorating it. I was amazed! And another best part is tt the beach only behind our villa...it's not even a 5 mins walk! When we gotten into the villa..me & Shanana quickly opted for the master bedroom...juz cos there's TV & balcony there...hee;). Khairani & Su took the other bedroom...there's another extra bedroom which is vacant as there's only the 4 of us. After unpacking....we then straight headed to the beach. The water was crystal clear & we can see fishes swimming in it. Me the gang hv always love beaches...ever since school days. We were in the beach for like 4 hrs before headin' back to our villa..to get ready for dinner @ d kelong. After dinner, we went to their rasta bar...which is only beside the kelong. It's a bar built on the waters...of the sea...cool huh? We chatted there talking crap as usual..while listenin' to Bob marley in the bar. After abt 2 hrs...we walked off to get some sleep..so back to d villa we went. I had a really good nite's sleep tt nite. Till I was wokened up by Kharani...@ 9am in the morning!!!! She was the first one to woke up....& her showering in the bathroom woke me..heh! Well, noeing tt there's no-way I can go back to sleep..I also jumped outta d bed & took my shower. After shower, I went downstairs to make some coffee & breakfast. By 11am everybody was already @ d living area..watching tv n all ready for our shopping extravaganza :). We hired a car which came with a driver to drive us to another town. Over there we...shopped & shopped..till we gotten tired & hungry...again, so we told d driver to drive to d nearest kelong. We ordered quite a few dishes n even invited d driver along to eat 2gether with us. By d time we finished our meal, all of us were damn full...n gotten really sleepy (tt always happen). So d journey back to our resort was pweety quiet...all of us dazed due to eating awee-abit too much @ kelong...hee! Upon reaching d resort, we got ourselves a buggy ride back to our beautiful villa. D moment we opened d door...all of us simply dropped all d stuff we've shopped & laze @ d sofa in the living area. Until...I suggested to everyone not to be pigs & go for swim @ the beach. Well...it took quite awhile for the rest to follow suit...but noeing myself hving d ability to irritate everyone & go with my say...they apparently gave up & went along with my idea:P!! We happily swam 2gether in d calm waters of the beach...n it rained & shined & rained again....we as usual juz stayed in d waters having fun.. I was floating around when I noticed smthin'....a huge beautiful rainbow!!!!! I was really speechless & juz pointed it to everyone without gasping a word..Damn...it's one of the most beautiful..amazin' moment i've ever encountered. I mean...seriously we don't get tt kinda huge brightly coloured rainbow in Spore..ay! And d longer we stared @ it...n as d sun shined brighter...the more obvious d colours of the rainbow appeared. Without further a-do...I told @ Sukarni to go grab d Digi Cam to capture it before it disappears. So she quickly ran back to the villa for it..while me & Shanana ran along d beach...well...like as if we could reach closer to d rainbow(well...apparently I told her tt if a person can find the route which leads to the end of the rainbow, he/she will able to find treasures & gold & stuff...so tt's why we ran 2wards it haha..even though we damn-sure noes tt it's juz some fairytale crap. Hey...gals will be gals ay!) When Sukarni arrived, we snapped a few pics of us individually & 2gether :). After sometime later...d rainbow disappeared & we continue with our fun @ d beach. While Sukarni & Shanana were doing their personal SPA treatment by d beach (scrubbing themselves up with d sand haha) I walked along d beach...picking up seashells for Rose (cos due to her late-father's health, she can't tag along with us). Tt went on till around 6.45pm...n we headed back to the villa...really2 tired. We took a shower...cooked dinner (Instant noodles lah!!) By 11pm..Shanana & myself went up to our bedroom leaving Su & Khairani downstairs..watchin' tv. Me & Shanana chatted for awhile till both doze off. I woke d nx morning around 9am...took my shower, pack-up my stuff & made some coffee for myself. By the time..I came downstairs, everybody was all ready to do a last-min shopping again. So shopping we did...n after tt we checked out to be taken to the ferry terminal. Rose fetched us @ Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal n damn-sure is juz in time. I reached home safely...so did d rest. But I really can't wait for our nx plan though.
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :)
Nadiah Natra :)
Post dd : 24th Apr 2007
Wokay :)!....I've did some thinkin' on my B'day celebration & came up with this plan :-
First....I need to book a room @ Gallery Hotel (I've always love their rooms...cool!) So tt, in any case me & d rest of my league gotten a little too over-high :P (drunk lah)..we can juz crash in the room. And I can juz park my car there w/o any worries. Then...I need to purchase bottles...Chevas (is a must..cos I notice tt it's one of d hot favs amoung my league)..Vodka & Tequila (tt's for myself..heehee). Wine is on my list but Sheeqs sd she gotten tt for me already :)! So, whatever matters on tt day, I'm so NOT suppose to DRIVE!!! After checkin' with d schedule...I guess it has to be an advance celebration...which falls on Wednesday (Qah...ur presence tt day will be so much appreciated :( ) I'll personally check into the room first to get things ready...& as nite falls...I guess the league will be around for me to start our drinkin' session :P. After d private drinkin' session, we should be movin' outta the hotel to start with d PARTY! Where?...am not so sure..but I guess..Movida's on the list...then move around St. James for awhile & after tt to M.O.S...gosh I really2 don't noe where else to go...ain't I..!!
Ah-ha...b4 all these occurs, I first need to get my B'day dress, which I saw @ Surfbabe last week...a red micro-fibre Paul Frank Tube Dress. Fell in love with d moment I've tried on it hee :P...Then d matchin' shoes...hmmm bein' a gal is not tt easy dudes!!! Trust me...:)
So...21 is comin' soon hahaha :P Alrite...I say it...27 lah!!!! hahaha and I hope everything is gonna be fine after....Really hope..For now, I'll juz wait till the B'day celebration arrives :)
First....I need to book a room @ Gallery Hotel (I've always love their rooms...cool!) So tt, in any case me & d rest of my league gotten a little too over-high :P (drunk lah)..we can juz crash in the room. And I can juz park my car there w/o any worries. Then...I need to purchase bottles...Chevas (is a must..cos I notice tt it's one of d hot favs amoung my league)..Vodka & Tequila (tt's for myself..heehee). Wine is on my list but Sheeqs sd she gotten tt for me already :)! So, whatever matters on tt day, I'm so NOT suppose to DRIVE!!! After checkin' with d schedule...I guess it has to be an advance celebration...which falls on Wednesday (Qah...ur presence tt day will be so much appreciated :( ) I'll personally check into the room first to get things ready...& as nite falls...I guess the league will be around for me to start our drinkin' session :P. After d private drinkin' session, we should be movin' outta the hotel to start with d PARTY! Where?...am not so sure..but I guess..Movida's on the list...then move around St. James for awhile & after tt to M.O.S...gosh I really2 don't noe where else to go...ain't I..!!
Ah-ha...b4 all these occurs, I first need to get my B'day dress, which I saw @ Surfbabe last week...a red micro-fibre Paul Frank Tube Dress. Fell in love with d moment I've tried on it hee :P...Then d matchin' shoes...hmmm bein' a gal is not tt easy dudes!!! Trust me...:)
So...21 is comin' soon hahaha :P Alrite...I say it...27 lah!!!! hahaha and I hope everything is gonna be fine after....Really hope..For now, I'll juz wait till the B'day celebration arrives :)
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :P
Nadiah Natra :P
Labels: Birthday
Post dd : 18th Apr 2007
I noe I shld be glad tt my b'day's comin'....but I'm not really lookin' 4ward for it :(....I don't noe why..but maybe cos of the age thingy..or lotsa other stuffs. Memories came back..good & bad..And it seems to be affecting ME a-wee-a-bit. Juz a tiny-wee-a-bit though, hmmm.. It's kinda strange if we used to be wanting to be older when we were younger & NOW when we are...........(I really don't wanna mention it :P) we wanna be younger. Heh...how I really wish I'm turning 21 instead(:..hmmm. Young..nice...fresh...cheerful..no worries of what's to come nx..u noe..all those crap most of us enjoyed in those dayz. But hell....no matter how much I bitch about it...I still can't turn back time. About cming to the age of 21 ...ah-hem..I mean 27:P, There's many which I've learnt so far to-date. About being a woman...Independency...career...life etc..etc. And I found out tt d thing..tt had always be important to me is..Career. Been climbing...& climbing without even..well actually looked back once or twice when I took my 5 mths break away from this whole career thingy (due to the break down momento) Then b4 I can even notice...here I am again! Back to the Corporate world...well I deserve it though, been studyin' pweety hard for the degree majoring in Economy.. I'm thankful for all the opportunities given to me..Thank god (Allah s.w.t) I managed to pull through:) And I'm really glad @ where I am now. After hitting the 21 I mean 27 (haiz...), I guess it's about time for me to arrange a few more goals to achieve:P...Juz to make sure my life's meaningful..tt is. Other than tt, I'm fine with all d really GREAT Fwens surrounding me..hmmm, lemme name a few...so here it goes, Shanana...my fav gf, went thru alot with her...she noes what I lk & I don't...when I'm sad & when I'm not...when I'm bored & when I'm not...who I likes & I don't...basically she's smone whom can read thru my mind even without me speakin' out to her...she's mr lk my other half..older sista, even though she's only 5 yrs oops...mths older than me & always argue with me regs d fact, she still looks up for me ever since school days. So @ school...no one dared to bully me!:P Nx, we hv Sukarni...been 2gether since school & till 2day. Always mks me laugh with her stories...she brings out d boyish ness in me..lends a listenin' ear whenever I needed one..who also I've always regarded as an elder sis. Then there's Wati...d 'hip-hop' gal I knew since 1998...& we've been tight since then till NOW. Then after there's few more like Rose...(d very semangat individual who always loves to organize b'day surprises & other events), Faizal...(a guy who definitely noes how to bitch abt others), Khairani (her silence..is not juz plain silence...I noe tt she cares no matter..hmmm, now I'm imagining her as 'Kenny' frm South Park's comedy..really quite a similarity:P) And last but I hopefully not least...Rasheeqah, now this one is not tt new but we only gotten close recently...(a babe who bothers about what's goin' in my life...& I really appreciate it GF!!!) So I guess...my b'day celebration wld be more about havin' those peeps around me all these years AND STILL COUNTING!!!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah :P
Nadiah Natra Abdullah :P
Labels: 27
Post dd : 14th Apr 2007
Okies peeps....D nite @ St. James was d most happening party I've ever had so far in 2007!! The fwens around me...d atmosphere..d music..d spontaniety...d gettin'-highs....d ppl around tt nite (ah-hem! :P)...juz gr8!! (: Well...even though I had to rush off frm werk juz to do the hair...and d rest of the whole gettin' ready thingy, It's all worth it...hell ya. Left hm around 7.45pm to fetch Shanana & Den..then to Tampines fetchin' Wati..her hubby & her bro. After tt we headed straight for our drinkin' session & finished up a bottle of Chevas. Ok...I noe I was drivin' tt nite...but we didn't get to this often u noe!!! :P At least...we won't be enterin' d club really sober tt nite...cos if not so, It's gonna be wierd..trust me (for us lah!)..I've tried doin' so with Shanana..n we ended up not wantin' to get outta d car! Alritey...back to the Wed Nite thingy, First we entered Movida & stayed there for quite a while. The fun started rite after we've stepped into tt plc haha! It's like everybody's bodies juz can't stop shakin' frm the music. And as usual...(ever since 'Rumours' & 'Jams')...we danced lk we don't actually bother much on how we looked.. Later we went into d boiler Rm juz to say hi to Aliyah..which we ended gettin a few more drinks there..n also busy takin' few pics :) Until...I noticed smthin'...And tt actually changed the plan of goin' to MOS nx but stayed there till everything ended...Heh..well, sheeqs...nothin' much happened though (U noe what I mean) but at least I managed to do a little smthin'..smthin'...b4 leavin' d club :( Oh well...maybe it's not meant to be after all. I guess...back to my normal life routine again! But I really enjoyed every moment of analysin' THEM..cos not many can attract my attention till dis extend. But still...can't wait to party with my fav peeps again though. And we'll hv to wait till nx mth! cos all of us actually made a pact to party at least once a mth due to everybody's busy schedule @ werk! Till then...
P/S: Oh ya...nearly 4gotten:(..Fwens, aren't u guys gonna help me plan my b'day party @ sm plc? Any Ideas..so far?? SHeeqs?..Bratz?? Shanana?? Anybody..??
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :P
Nadiah Natra :P
Labels: Familiar Faces
Post dd : 9th Apr 2007
I had fun spending my time with *$heeq$* yesterday evening. I managed to catch up with her in town...grabbed dinner @ Sakura in Far East. Then was really2 happy cos I have another good reason to drive to Pasir Ris as I'm sending her back home rite after that Hahaha! And not realising....(I'm really sorry, if u weren't interested Qah) I got her involved in one of my nite-of-analysin'cuminvestigatin' smone. But the analysin' cum investigatin' thingy was filled with lotsa laughters & bitchin' & gossipin'....I like2. Heh...I really wished that we could stay a little longer until smthin' alive moves..or get to see a shadow of smthin' livin moves...(well, actually Eqah claimed she did see a shadow....with d help of the reflection from the light :)) But tt happened too fast though (lol). And to my greatest shock, by 10.30pm..rite on the dot....all lights were switched off..heh BORING!!! & LAME!!!! Hope to see someone...d next time though (when...I'm not so sure....not too soon..I guess :(..) Anywayz, tomorrow nite me & the normal bunch are goin' out partyin' again...well first headin' to St. James then to MOS...I'll update for now....Adios!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :)
Nadiah Natra :)
Post dd : 1st Apr 2007
I was shocked to be informed by my assistant that one of our Sales Executive, Mr. Robert Koh, had passed away...the moment I've stepped into my office dis morning. I was too shocked to even enquire about his death but juz sat still @ my desk...staring into d blank space with tears...filling up my eyes..:( How? When? Why?...and many other questions..suddenly pops in my brain...Sometimes, we always take everything for granted...like hving the ppl around us...daily.. We've nvr had thought tt we will miss the individual..or will feel their lost only until the day comes. We always hv this thinkin' tt a collg is a juz another working collg whom we see everyday at werk. Hv small talks with only whenever we've got the chance to... But if we were to think deeply, all that small little connections we had...should be cherished..cos till the day we part, there won't be another Robert Koh...or whoever it is to replace them.
Robert was a very nice guy. He is a very hardworking individual...who was quiet most of the time in the office...but oftens had casual small talks...& joked around with..the rest of the sales dept. ppl. His late-wife died earlier last year...and I felt his lost @ tt point of time...I can see his eyes..sorrows from her death. But he strongly moved on living...2gether with his teenage daughter & son. Till 2day, non of us knew tt he'll leave us... But no matter, he'll definitely will be remembered dearly by me. It's a shame tt I only had 2 working years with him but...I'll cherished every little moment of it..:(
With this...goodbye old friend :)....May you rest in peace...will miss ya...
Robert was a very nice guy. He is a very hardworking individual...who was quiet most of the time in the office...but oftens had casual small talks...& joked around with..the rest of the sales dept. ppl. His late-wife died earlier last year...and I felt his lost @ tt point of time...I can see his eyes..sorrows from her death. But he strongly moved on living...2gether with his teenage daughter & son. Till 2day, non of us knew tt he'll leave us... But no matter, he'll definitely will be remembered dearly by me. It's a shame tt I only had 2 working years with him but...I'll cherished every little moment of it..:(
With this...goodbye old friend :)....May you rest in peace...will miss ya...
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :(
Nadiah Natra :(
Labels: Mr Robert Koh
Post dd : 26th Mar 2007
OMG!!! Can u ppl believe tt it's already coming to end of March already??!! Time is passing ME by...way too fast. Well, there's nothing I can do to change it either..hmm. I had a very BORING monday @ work 2day. Didn't do much too :)...juz pretended to busy..most of d time. Was in & out of Friendster...& some other beauty/cosmetics website.
On Saturday, bought 2 new perfume..cos I'm left with half a bottle of Stella & a quarter Bvalgari. One thing about me is tt I can't stand putting on same perfume each day..n switching between Stella & Bvalgari starts to bore me. So I headed down to my usual perfume shopping shop & got myself another 2. One is Provocative Woman by Elizabeth Arden & the other is Rockin' Rio by Escada. Everytime I'm @ d shop, I always hv the same problem....I will juz stand infront of the shelves fully displayed with many different perfumes by many different brands...confused. Juz simply coz I can't make up my mind on which one to get. Well, fortunately...d usual shop assistant will help me decide by recommending some new scents...When she first suggested 'Provocative Woman' 2 me, I was not quite interested until she actually sprayed some on my wrist. The moment d scent lingers to my nose....I love it. It's much more a mature scent...compared to those flirty..fresh..fruity & floral scents I've normally bought. Without further a-do....I bought it. And juz incase I wanted live in denials & feel young..I got d fresh floral fruity Rockin' Rio @ d same time....
After shopping, I drove straight to Rose's plc...cos I'm suppose to help (2gether with the rest of my league) her fetch the barbecue stuff & some food over to Pasir Ris Park for Khairani's Surprise B'day pit. I repeat....(I noe I'm sounding mr lk sukarni...for repeating but still...) SURPRISE B'day Barbecue Pit...didn't turn out how all of us wanted it to be. Everything was so wrong...firstly, when we've reached d venue...puffing, perspiring, tired..cos it's quite a walking distance frm the carpark...only to find our pit being used by sm other ppl. I went over 2 them to tell them tt we've actually already booked the pit. With full of confidence, d man said tt they too booked it. I was really annoyed already but decided to keep my cool..till further confirmation with Rose on d pit no. & date. The man contacted his niece to check too cos she's d one who did the booking. We had to put our stuff at another pit due to d delay. I then...(trying my best to be as patient as possible) walked over to d family again to speak to d same man. I told him tt d receipt is with my friend & she already checked on the pit no. & date. I then asked him whether he or his niece hv the receipt on the booking..since he sd they also booked d same pit. Whilst..talking to him, d niece arrived. He then asked her...with regs to the matter(while looking lk he's so confident...tt d pit is their's) I interrupted their conversation by askin' his niece whether she's holding d receipt. And was not shocked to find out tt she doesn't hv d receipt. Ok...now it's really obvious tt d pit is our's..rite?? But dis family...juz wouldn't wanna move their stuff from pit instead. D niece was trying to contact NEA!!! Rite what a joke...but I ain't laughing...infact not even grinning. Due to dis, it delayed our time in setting up d pit 4 Nani's B'day surprise... I really2 can't hold on anymore...n went up straight to d family, tellin' them tt we hv to set d pit n really got no time to delay already...while carrying d stuff over bit by bit. Seeing me not giving a damn, Sukarni started to do it too. When our stuff r already @ the designated pit...I saw them starting to move their things frm the pit. I then, told Sukarni tt I'm driving to White Sands to get some other things...n also d B'day cake. Hameem...tagged along with me to help. While walking to the carpark, we r surprised to see Rose walking with KHAIRANI(d b'day gal) 2wards the pit. Me & Hameem tried our best to not let Khairani see us..but too bad, even with a bad eyesight, she still can see us from afar..hmmm. Before she can actually say or ask anything to us..we quickly sd tt we r in a hurry and dashed to the carpark. By then, I'm sure she already felt smthing strange is happening...n oh ya...d surprise b'day thingy for her ain't gonna work... Rite after getting all d stuff required, me & Hameem drove back to d pit. Upon reaching, we realised tt we actually took a whole hour @ White Sands. When we've reached d pit, Khairani was laughing @ us due to d earlier one min comedy.. Shanana was already there too...eating..tt's so normal. Without wasting time I too got myself an empty plate to start my munching rendevous..2gether with her. By 7.30pm all invited guests arrived..n d barbecue went pwetty fine..only until I looked up at d red sky while commenting to everyone tt it's gonna be raining heavily. We were suppose to overnite but sticked with Hameem's suggestion on wanting to start pack-up our stuff n undo the tents b4 it rains. 2gether we packed up n ended up running to d carpark into individual cars in the rain!!! We ended up meeting at Sukarni's void deck...till d rain stopped. What a day we had!! And it's juz not our's hahaha :)
On Saturday, bought 2 new perfume..cos I'm left with half a bottle of Stella & a quarter Bvalgari. One thing about me is tt I can't stand putting on same perfume each day..n switching between Stella & Bvalgari starts to bore me. So I headed down to my usual perfume shopping shop & got myself another 2. One is Provocative Woman by Elizabeth Arden & the other is Rockin' Rio by Escada. Everytime I'm @ d shop, I always hv the same problem....I will juz stand infront of the shelves fully displayed with many different perfumes by many different brands...confused. Juz simply coz I can't make up my mind on which one to get. Well, fortunately...d usual shop assistant will help me decide by recommending some new scents...When she first suggested 'Provocative Woman' 2 me, I was not quite interested until she actually sprayed some on my wrist. The moment d scent lingers to my nose....I love it. It's much more a mature scent...compared to those flirty..fresh..fruity & floral scents I've normally bought. Without further a-do....I bought it. And juz incase I wanted live in denials & feel young..I got d fresh floral fruity Rockin' Rio @ d same time....
After shopping, I drove straight to Rose's plc...cos I'm suppose to help (2gether with the rest of my league) her fetch the barbecue stuff & some food over to Pasir Ris Park for Khairani's Surprise B'day pit. I repeat....(I noe I'm sounding mr lk sukarni...for repeating but still...) SURPRISE B'day Barbecue Pit...didn't turn out how all of us wanted it to be. Everything was so wrong...firstly, when we've reached d venue...puffing, perspiring, tired..cos it's quite a walking distance frm the carpark...only to find our pit being used by sm other ppl. I went over 2 them to tell them tt we've actually already booked the pit. With full of confidence, d man said tt they too booked it. I was really annoyed already but decided to keep my cool..till further confirmation with Rose on d pit no. & date. The man contacted his niece to check too cos she's d one who did the booking. We had to put our stuff at another pit due to d delay. I then...(trying my best to be as patient as possible) walked over to d family again to speak to d same man. I told him tt d receipt is with my friend & she already checked on the pit no. & date. I then asked him whether he or his niece hv the receipt on the booking..since he sd they also booked d same pit. Whilst..talking to him, d niece arrived. He then asked her...with regs to the matter(while looking lk he's so confident...tt d pit is their's) I interrupted their conversation by askin' his niece whether she's holding d receipt. And was not shocked to find out tt she doesn't hv d receipt. Ok...now it's really obvious tt d pit is our's..rite?? But dis family...juz wouldn't wanna move their stuff from pit instead. D niece was trying to contact NEA!!! Rite what a joke...but I ain't laughing...infact not even grinning. Due to dis, it delayed our time in setting up d pit 4 Nani's B'day surprise... I really2 can't hold on anymore...n went up straight to d family, tellin' them tt we hv to set d pit n really got no time to delay already...while carrying d stuff over bit by bit. Seeing me not giving a damn, Sukarni started to do it too. When our stuff r already @ the designated pit...I saw them starting to move their things frm the pit. I then, told Sukarni tt I'm driving to White Sands to get some other things...n also d B'day cake. Hameem...tagged along with me to help. While walking to the carpark, we r surprised to see Rose walking with KHAIRANI(d b'day gal) 2wards the pit. Me & Hameem tried our best to not let Khairani see us..but too bad, even with a bad eyesight, she still can see us from afar..hmmm. Before she can actually say or ask anything to us..we quickly sd tt we r in a hurry and dashed to the carpark. By then, I'm sure she already felt smthing strange is happening...n oh ya...d surprise b'day thingy for her ain't gonna work... Rite after getting all d stuff required, me & Hameem drove back to d pit. Upon reaching, we realised tt we actually took a whole hour @ White Sands. When we've reached d pit, Khairani was laughing @ us due to d earlier one min comedy.. Shanana was already there too...eating..tt's so normal. Without wasting time I too got myself an empty plate to start my munching rendevous..2gether with her. By 7.30pm all invited guests arrived..n d barbecue went pwetty fine..only until I looked up at d red sky while commenting to everyone tt it's gonna be raining heavily. We were suppose to overnite but sticked with Hameem's suggestion on wanting to start pack-up our stuff n undo the tents b4 it rains. 2gether we packed up n ended up running to d carpark into individual cars in the rain!!! We ended up meeting at Sukarni's void deck...till d rain stopped. What a day we had!! And it's juz not our's hahaha :)
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
Nadiah Natra
Post dd : 21st Mar 2007
Nothing much happened on Monday....work as usual. Left d office pwetty late cos was not around last Friday. I was really tired after I reached home. Was about to strip..grab d towel n to the bathroom when suddenly...my phone rang. It'z Shanana...she told me tt sukarni wanted to meet us up in Tampines to discuss about some issues. RITE...and suddenly I remembered tt I hv not sms'd Khairani back d particulars which she required for our Bintan spa resort trip!!!! Tld Shanana to drive there first & I'll be there in an hour's time. I quickly changed into my jeans and T-shirt..went to look for my passport. And got out of the house the soonest I could cos...if I were to reach there earlier...we are able to finish the discussion earlier and I can go back earlier too for my beauty sleep (cos I've not been able to sleep w/o force lately) Anywayz...while discussing about some matters, out of d sudden I felt really hungry. B4 I can ask Sukarni anything...Shanana said out aloud to her whether her mum cooked 2day?? :) Hmmm...she's hungry too!! But too bad...cos Sukarni's mum didn't cooked. Without wasting mr time...I quickly suggested for us to go grab smthing to eat smwhere. And we headed to Pasir Ris to eat @ Den's stall. I had chicken cutlet. I felt relieved...after filling up my tummy. I didn't eat anything 4 lunch earlier. We chatted for awhile after supper...and I left rite after noticing tt it's already 12.30am. Reached home..took my shower n (dis is the best part)...JUMPED ONTO MY BED... :)
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
Nadiah Natra
Post dd : 19th Mar 2007
It' been awhile since I last had Saturday Nite FEVER!!! U noe...my mum used to worry and hate everytime it's Saturday when I was younger...cos tt will be d day she knew her daughter all well-behaved from Mondays to Fridays but here comes Saturday(which spoiled everything) when her daughter will leave d house around 8.00pm & will only return home around 6am d nx day :)...Well, my weekend went pretty exciting..with Shanana & Wati, I went to M.O.S on Saturday nite. It's been quite awhile since juz the 3 of us went clubbing 2gether. It was fine but d only prob was tt the club was a bit too crowded..heh It was Wati's first time to M.O.S...n she liked it minus the crowd though. I told her tt it's better on Wednesday nite...which is their ladies nite & she's all excited and can't wait to go there on Wednesday the nx time. I guess it's gonna be soon...Back to where I've paused...we danced...laughed..& got a few young guys came up to us...saying hi & guessing our age(& usually...they've always guessed us to be younger...heh, we really wished they r rite!!!) Left d club around 4.30am..drove back to Wati's place...stayed there for awhile & drove back home myself rite after...Nx week, hmmm....I really don't noe what's comin' up but will post it if there's any...for now adios!!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra Abdullah:)
Nadiah Natra Abdullah:)
Post dd : 19th Mar 2007
My nite out with my buddies to St. James Powerstation...was fun as usual. Got ready rite after I've reached home from werk then drove myself to East Coast Chalet...where Shanana & d rest had waited for me for our drinking session. D nite out thingy..was actually an advance birthday celebration for Anna. I had a few drinks there. At around 12midnite...we made our move to St. James...I left my car parked @ d chalet for the nite. We had some more drinks over at St. James...and things went crazy as usual...from the boiler room we jumped to Movida..haha. It was madness...but we had fun though. By sad to say, they closed early on weekdays...around 3am in fact. We went for supper at Newton after that...then we went back to the chalet. I stayed at the chalet till about 7.30am...until I gotten sober enough to drive back home. Once I've reached home, I took my shower & jumped onto my bed...Slept till around 2.30pm :)
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
Nadiah Natra
Post dd : 14th Mar 2007
Oh well, 2day is another busy day for me @ work...Looks like everybody's either on MC or on leave...in the Mgmt office 2day. Left me & my boss to fill up our day with reports to settle. I've been losing my appetite lately...infact if I sd tt I've not been eating at all for the pass 2 days in a row..(juz a can of drink during d day...n tiny bites of crackers @ hm) Crazy ain't it?? Been going straight into my bedroom the moment I reached home from work for the past few days. Then took my shower...n back into my bedrm again. Oh ya...I actually wanted to talk about Soul Mate 2day. Hv anyone got one of these creatures?? Do you believe...in their existence? Is it possible for a person..whom hv not met their Soul Mate yet...but hv dreamt about them before? I've been really confuse...tryin' to figure some stuff that hs been lingering in my mind for awhile now..:( The more I try to figure & analyse..the more confuse & more questions come filling up my head. I guess tt's the reason why I've not been having good appetite these days. Anyway...2morrow nite is the nite me & my buddies gonna be @ St. James Power Station again. Sheeqs...sweetie, u were askin' on whether or when we gonna go there during the weekends rite?? I'll keep u inform if anything's coming up k..Oh ya, we are also going clubbing on Saturday nite. Not too sure where yet..but if u are keen to join..juz call me up alrite..Wokay..am leaving d office already..my watch had already hit 7pm. Bye Bye!!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :)
Nadiah Natra :)
Labels: Wednesday
Post dd : 13th Mar 2007
Last Wednesday...Shanana & I went for ladies nite @ M.O.S. We brought along our partying male partner along with us....Fendi. At first it was pretty lame. Maybe I was tired from the long day @ werk beforehand. But after a few drinks, it went fine...infact, I had fun. It's been quite a while since juz the 2 of us (oh well...+ another party freak) party 2gether. It was wierd at first...haha:) When we first reached Clarke Quay's Carpark & after I've parked my car, there were juz the 2 of us cos Fendi called up sayin' tt he's unable to go cos his GF didn't allow him n they gotten into an argument...It really took us quite a while to actually get out of my car. We were very reluctant cos we felt really nervous enterin' the club with juz the 2 of us. But apparently while we got ourselves daze in d car while trying to figure when to get out of the car, suddenly Fendi called requesting us to fetch him from home...cos he's bored & the GF had already left. So without further a-do...I was like tellin' Shanana...if Fendi tagged along with us, we won't be feeling too nervous..and we fetched him. In the club, the party got started only after we've started a few drinks...Normally, mine started off with a bottle of stout...then another....and another...and then the shots started comin' in for us..Shot after shot....(tequila..tt is) And everything went pretty smooth. Then the rest of other add-ons came through naturally (well...u noe the laughing...dancing...always grinning...oh ya..& not 4gettin' bitchin' :)) We were there until everything ends. I was lucky to call my assistant earlier tt nite to inform my boss tt I'm going for ladies nite & don't think so tt I'm gonna be sober for work on the nx day....Well I really had fun...and can't wait for the nx one..which gonna be on this Thursday....:) Me & my besties are going to St. James Power Station. Will keep y'all inform!!! Adios...
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
Nadiah Natra
Post dd : 4th Mar 2007
I woke up in the morning 2day...took my shower & was about to get ready for werk. I've washed my hair & tot of blow-drying it b4 makin' my move to the office. Heh...but the self blow-dryin thingy nvr did work for me. It's been so long since I had my Bad Hair Day!!! n it hv to be 2day. Tried many wayz...but ended bunning it up. Due 2 tt prob, I walked into the office 2day looking lk crap. Even my facial expression tells tt I'm not my usual self. Well..nothin' much did happen through out the weekend. Met up with Shanana, Rose, Sukarni, Khairani... to discuss our Bintan Spa Resort Getaway in May. I guess it's gonna be another 'away frm my reality life' vacation for me. Oh..ya Hameem was there too. He's back from Dubai..after been stationed there for 3 mths. Glad tt he had returned safely.. :) On Sunday, I juz stay put at home...most of d time in my bedroom. Watchin' TV n lazin' around. Being alone in my room...made me thought of what is in store for me in the nx comin' mths...hmmm Still figuring...n can nvr come up with an absolute answer..I guess I'll juz wait till smthing comes up...till then I'll juz live my life as meaningful as possible..
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :)
I woke up in the morning 2day...took my shower & was about to get ready for werk. I've washed my hair & tot of blow-drying it b4 makin' my move to the office. Heh...but the self blow-dryin thingy nvr did work for me. It's been so long since I had my Bad Hair Day!!! n it hv to be 2day. Tried many wayz...but ended bunning it up. Due 2 tt prob, I walked into the office 2day looking lk crap. Even my facial expression tells tt I'm not my usual self. Well..nothin' much did happen through out the weekend. Met up with Shanana, Rose, Sukarni, Khairani... to discuss our Bintan Spa Resort Getaway in May. I guess it's gonna be another 'away frm my reality life' vacation for me. Oh..ya Hameem was there too. He's back from Dubai..after been stationed there for 3 mths. Glad tt he had returned safely.. :) On Sunday, I juz stay put at home...most of d time in my bedroom. Watchin' TV n lazin' around. Being alone in my room...made me thought of what is in store for me in the nx comin' mths...hmmm Still figuring...n can nvr come up with an absolute answer..I guess I'll juz wait till smthing comes up...till then I'll juz live my life as meaningful as possible..
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :)
Labels: Bad Hair Day
Post dd : 30th Feb 2007
Alrite....something really very2 embarrassing happened to me in the wee hours in the morning. My cuz called my handphone @ 3.45am in the morning!!! I slept around 2am yesterday but was woken up by her call later. Answering her call, she firstly asked me where was I?? Heh...where else can I be @ 3.45am in the morning...Obviously am at home trying to sleep...Cos 2morrow's another werking day for me. Anywayz, after tellin' her I'm at home she then asked me to guess whom she saw in the club...I was pretty blurr & I couldn't hear her well enuf due to the loud music tt's banging in the club...B4 i can even make a guess, she shouted tt she saw ___________(fill in the blank*) And I replied sayin' ok....*Explanation: Okey peeps, dis ___________(so-called person) is smone I've seen once n nvr got to see again after..n ok..fine..a confession, he attracts my attention..in much mr simpler words..I like him..lah :). So I tot well..juz not my luck, cos everytime I went clubbing with her he's nvr around but whenever she goes with smone else, he's there...Juz Great!! And b4 I can say anything..she tld me tt she asked 4 his number for me...n even tld him my name!!! Yes..I repeat..my name! Damn it..how embarrassing is tt? Noeing myself, I wouldn't wanna mk first moves..no matter how I liked tt person..It's juz not me. Infact, tt's what happened b4..when I saw him the first time..Got a glance @ him...(yeah very nice) and pretended I'm bz partyin'. I noe..Gals! Now, I don't noe what is gonna happen cos..I didn't get to speak to my cuz juz yet...after I hung up cos I heard her callin' his name while talking to me..
Well, I'll continue right after my cuz called me up..cos now I'm still daze over what had happened. I can't continue sleeping after tt. My mum woked up..to do her daily prayers n was so surprised seeing me sitting on the sofa juz dazing into thin air. She asked me what happened n so I told her...she told me not to worry so much though. Alritey...tt's the latest happenings in my world for now. See ya!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :)
Alrite....something really very2 embarrassing happened to me in the wee hours in the morning. My cuz called my handphone @ 3.45am in the morning!!! I slept around 2am yesterday but was woken up by her call later. Answering her call, she firstly asked me where was I?? Heh...where else can I be @ 3.45am in the morning...Obviously am at home trying to sleep...Cos 2morrow's another werking day for me. Anywayz, after tellin' her I'm at home she then asked me to guess whom she saw in the club...I was pretty blurr & I couldn't hear her well enuf due to the loud music tt's banging in the club...B4 i can even make a guess, she shouted tt she saw ___________(fill in the blank*) And I replied sayin' ok....*Explanation: Okey peeps, dis ___________(so-called person) is smone I've seen once n nvr got to see again after..n ok..fine..a confession, he attracts my attention..in much mr simpler words..I like him..lah :). So I tot well..juz not my luck, cos everytime I went clubbing with her he's nvr around but whenever she goes with smone else, he's there...Juz Great!! And b4 I can say anything..she tld me tt she asked 4 his number for me...n even tld him my name!!! Yes..I repeat..my name! Damn it..how embarrassing is tt? Noeing myself, I wouldn't wanna mk first moves..no matter how I liked tt person..It's juz not me. Infact, tt's what happened b4..when I saw him the first time..Got a glance @ him...(yeah very nice) and pretended I'm bz partyin'. I noe..Gals! Now, I don't noe what is gonna happen cos..I didn't get to speak to my cuz juz yet...after I hung up cos I heard her callin' his name while talking to me..
Well, I'll continue right after my cuz called me up..cos now I'm still daze over what had happened. I can't continue sleeping after tt. My mum woked up..to do her daily prayers n was so surprised seeing me sitting on the sofa juz dazing into thin air. She asked me what happened n so I told her...she told me not to worry so much though. Alritey...tt's the latest happenings in my world for now. See ya!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra :)
Labels: Phone Call
Post dd : 28th Feb 2007
Nothing much happened to 2day. Reached my office around 10.30am & started d day with cleaning my work desk. Cleared all unwanted magazines...n wiped off some dusk off my desk. Then...do up my sales analysis report for the Sales Director. Heh...not as cheerful n bright 2day. The day had been quite monotonous. But can't wait till 2morrow cos me n d gals (Shanana & Wati) will be headin' to Pasir Ris to analyse smthing..I guess it should be fun, with Shanana around...I won't fail to laugh on her jokes tts comin' 2morrow : )
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
Nothing much happened to 2day. Reached my office around 10.30am & started d day with cleaning my work desk. Cleared all unwanted magazines...n wiped off some dusk off my desk. Then...do up my sales analysis report for the Sales Director. Heh...not as cheerful n bright 2day. The day had been quite monotonous. But can't wait till 2morrow cos me n d gals (Shanana & Wati) will be headin' to Pasir Ris to analyse smthing..I guess it should be fun, with Shanana around...I won't fail to laugh on her jokes tts comin' 2morrow : )
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
Post dd : 27th Feb 2007
I'm so glad to be back @ werk. Sometimes too long a holiday can be pretty boring!! I've been makin' myself busy nowadays daily. I went back to the office infact during the holidays...cos I can't stand doin' nothing @ home. After tt I'll juz meet up with my beastie Shanana. Normally we ended up eating dinner...then supper. And rite after, I'll fetch her home b4 headin back home myself. Tt's the reason why I've been putting on weight heh.. I maybe good at gaining but I'm also good at losing weight. It'll take me about a month to shed max 5kg or min 3kg. Yeah...it's possible, in my case. It's all in the mindset...all I have to do is to go shopping buy a smaller size outfit cos doin' so, I have to lose weight no matter whatever ways if I have to...juz cos I damn well wanna look good fitting into those clothes I've juz gotten...Heehee :) Or there's another method....plan with my friends for a ladies club nite out!!! Juz cos I wanna appear nice in the club...with the clubbing outfit on (u noe...short skirts..short dresses..damn tight-fitting/body-hugging tops..n low cut jeans.) Anywayz, all those things-to-do mentioned hv already been planned out. I'm going shopping soon with Bratz to get myself a new dress for the nx clubbing extravaganza with my buddies. And I can't wait for tt day. I'll update on the occasion...for now Bye bye!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
I'm so glad to be back @ werk. Sometimes too long a holiday can be pretty boring!! I've been makin' myself busy nowadays daily. I went back to the office infact during the holidays...cos I can't stand doin' nothing @ home. After tt I'll juz meet up with my beastie Shanana. Normally we ended up eating dinner...then supper. And rite after, I'll fetch her home b4 headin back home myself. Tt's the reason why I've been putting on weight heh.. I maybe good at gaining but I'm also good at losing weight. It'll take me about a month to shed max 5kg or min 3kg. Yeah...it's possible, in my case. It's all in the mindset...all I have to do is to go shopping buy a smaller size outfit cos doin' so, I have to lose weight no matter whatever ways if I have to...juz cos I damn well wanna look good fitting into those clothes I've juz gotten...Heehee :) Or there's another method....plan with my friends for a ladies club nite out!!! Juz cos I wanna appear nice in the club...with the clubbing outfit on (u noe...short skirts..short dresses..damn tight-fitting/body-hugging tops..n low cut jeans.) Anywayz, all those things-to-do mentioned hv already been planned out. I'm going shopping soon with Bratz to get myself a new dress for the nx clubbing extravaganza with my buddies. And I can't wait for tt day. I'll update on the occasion...for now Bye bye!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra
Labels: Work
Post dd : 26th Feb 2007
Hellllooooo new ME...& hi Y'all. Guess what...I've cut my hair short...to above shoulder & smwhere around my chin length : ) Feels good though...light & of course felt younger than usual..haha. My nx move is to shed off some weight I've gained thru the long CNY holidays..God..my appetite has been really up these days & I've figured tt I need to do smthing about it. I'm welcoming meself to d clubbing scene again(but won't be as often as last time though)..well tt'll help my losing weight plan..minus the stout, shots, alcohol...(cos they're fattening!!!) Oh ya...answering ur question sheeqs, It's blk 629 Dr 3. Anywayz, my self-confidence is right on track again.. after learning to love myself more nowadays : ) Damnit..I can't stop munching!!! Even while typing this blog, I'm helping myself with the box of 'Merci' chocolates..which my colleague gave me juz now.. Okies..guess u guys will be hearing from me again soon...updating y'all with my life story...the NEW one. Adios!!!
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Nadiah Natra : )
Hellllooooo new ME...& hi Y'all. Guess what...I've cut my hair short...to above shoulder & smwhere around my chin length : ) Feels good though...light & of course felt younger than usual..haha. My nx move is to shed off some weight I've gained thru the long CNY holidays..God..my appetite has been really up these days & I've figured tt I need to do smthing about it. I'm welcoming meself to d clubbing scene again(but won't be as often as last time though)..well tt'll help my losing weight plan..minus the stout, shots, alcohol...(cos they're fattening!!!) Oh ya...answering ur question sheeqs, It's blk 629 Dr 3. Anywayz, my self-confidence is right on track again.. after learning to love myself more nowadays : ) Damnit..I can't stop munching!!! Even while typing this blog, I'm helping myself with the box of 'Merci' chocolates..which my colleague gave me juz now.. Okies..guess u guys will be hearing from me again soon...updating y'all with my life story...the NEW one. Adios!!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah Natra : )
Labels: New Me