*MY REFLECTIONS..*

Monday Nite...blues(Trsfrd frm fwenster's blog)

Post dd : 23rd Jul 2007

I've been layin' on my bed playin' dead since 7.30pm till now (which is around 11pm already) Damn...time passes really fast even without u doin' anythin'..haiz. Anywayz..while I was doin' my normal routine of playin' dead, I had a few thoughts of a few certain smones... I really felt tt there's smthin' ppl juz wanna keep frm me which I believe they shouldn't. I really couldn't fig what or why or etc..etc. I juz want them to noe that whatever it is...I'm willingly able to accept it whether positive or negative. I'm someone whom definitely really appreciates HONESTY...more than anythin'.. Oh ya I went out on Saturday nite to Movida with Mr. Frenchy & his frens. Well, first we head down to Movida then jumped to PowerHse & back to Movida. It was really jammed packed..but was pweety fun though. N I didn't see any familiar faces..been wantin' to see a particular one though...aarghh!!! I didn't stay in St. James all way through tt nite...left around 3am drove straight back home. When I've reached home, I then realised that...for d period when I was in d club since around 11.30pm till 3am....I didn't even light up a single ciggie!! And I didn't drink much either...I juz had a bottle of stout courtesy of Frenchy *winks@Frenchy*. Besides, I wasn't in a mood to club in d first place. I've been feelin' kinda wantin' to shout & scream & yell out aloud lately. Dunnoe why am feelin' dis way? :( I mean, I was not even in d mood to go out after work..like usual. Haiz..so I guess last week's sucky feelin' is so ain't over yet!!! Gosh! Pls take dis sucky feelin' away from me...aaarrrghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone plss... :(

Signing Off..no correction, I mean..Sighing Off,
SIti Nadiah Natra

Labels: Sucky Feelings

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