Make an effort...they sd, Loosen up...forget ur fears..move on...get a life... I've been gettin' tt for d past years frm ppl around me. But yet I still hide in d clouds, protecting myself frm any fears of gettin' hurt..even tiny ones..Period! So I did... slowly stepped out of this protecting armour of mine. Ready to mk a move to see d world again. But then, I was so wrong....I shld hv juz stayed in d armour...at least, I won't let innocent ppl get into a situation whereby they cld hv disappoint me without knowing so. I'm sorry..I swear I didn't want tt to tk place either but...I was juz innocently allowing nature to let me tk steps into d world again. And d nx thing I noe, d fear juz reoccured again....n it really did..d whole stupid anxious anticipation had ended. Now I am running as fast as I cld...to find my pathway bck to where I belong b4 this.

Signing Off,

Nadiah Natra Abdullah