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D 'Hi Nat!'...conversation

Aite..this may sound a little bit down frm my side but hell..whatever, Not all wishes ppl mk do come true..afterall..I shld be happy tt HE is happy makin' the rite decision..even though some of it may not be to an agreement frm my point of view(D routine he wanted to do b4 settling down)..Heh! HE's gonna tie d knot with smone HE loves..(Hey..I'm actually glad for HIM) by nx December.. So blissful prayers frm my side :D

Oh ya..he asked why I'm not havin' any boyfwen yet..& did mentioned d word 'Spinster' k..Gosh! Suka??!! bilang anak orang nanti jadi potential spinster..*Roll Eyes* x 10,000 k! Chet..it's not as if I weren't married b4 what..I did got married..so in my case, I've experienced d bliss & the not-so-bliss part of a marriage b4..I hv my say about it. And so..now it's for other peeps to manage their soon-to-be-marriages or marriages..& they'll hv their say. Hopefully they'll manage & shape it up perfectly fine. I thought I was gonna cry..yesterday nite but I didn't..infact..I was very smiley due to d fact HE declared to me. Maybe I was more happy than sad upon hearing the news..Oh well, maybe HE's rite afterall, My someone is out there...& tt someone will find me..sooner or later..*Winks* God md it a little later for me maybe cos I had my chance of bliss b4 but was not strong enuff to pull it through & called it quits.. So this time round..God wanted me to learn the hard way..u noe of bein' patient & all..b4 lettin' the other find me..so tt I'll treasure more..some sort tt way lah. U gals noe what..I was reading through my normal routine of daily horoscope & see what I've gotten for my Love Horoscope for the day :-

Now's a great time to pull yourself out of mud, romantically speaking. Let go of old emotions and baggage towards an ex; stop obsessing about former loves; and embrace single life. You have everything to look forward to.

Ironic..ain't it? So u peeps can't blame me for believing all those astrology thingy k..I mean, tt's what I've been doin' for the past months. I gotten myself into such complexity..& literally confused myself most of the time. A fwen, told me this b4 leavin' the country to work till he'll be back this December >> 'Don't worry too much lah k..Cos U worry too much..'

I can't plan things my way..no matter how bad I wanna things to be...Life just cldn't be predicted..I guess..Life is something ppl hv to take a step at a time @..& most importantly, NOT to wonder or worry on what U stepping on. I am single..for now, I should be acting like one..Be Out & About..No worries whatsoever. Embracing the status..& loving every each moment of it..till love comes..naturally. So..till then folks...

Signing Off,

Nadiah NATRA

P/S: I hv great loving caring beautiful fwens surrounding me...I cldn't be any luckier..Rite??!!

Labels: Embracing Single Life

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