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Nadiah Natra...
A typically born Gemini..
Simple yet complicated..hates bein' complexed but yet always gettin' into unneccessary complexity..
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* Thursday, December 27, 2007 *
I went to the clinic juz now & gotten 2 days medical leave due to my on & off fever cum flu. Infact...while I'm typing this entry, I'm having a very bad headache. Anywayz, not much to bitch abt...after I've left the clinic, I fetched my sis-in-law frm wrk & drove back to her plc. Watched tv with my 'Little Rascals' till around 10pm. when suddenly I've gotten another sms msg frm SCORPIO. He was curious on why I didn't wait for him like I always had but moved on with smone new instead. So we were pweety much arguing over what cld hv been & what cld not hv been. Finally, I tld him tt in our relationship..there's too much sad & disappointing memories rather than sweet memorable ones. Which clearly explains itself why. After this final msg frm him, my phn then was as peaceful & quiet.
"I noe that all you wanna do is to blame me for what had happened. It's ok, I will take all the blame. And I also noe & clearly understand that U've met smone new & is moving on..B. With this I hope U get all the happiness cos I believe U deserve it. Good night...get well soon & lastly... I love U much more than U'll ever noe...B"
Dear God, I noe that this is another difficult test from U...which I've clearly thought thoroughly on why I've decided to move on with my new life & not gonna look back to live in the past anymore.
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : My Aquarius is coming back tomorrow. All I wanted for now is to be in my Aquarius's arms again....I've nvr felt so secured for the longest time.
"I noe that all you wanna do is to blame me for what had happened. It's ok, I will take all the blame. And I also noe & clearly understand that U've met smone new & is moving on..B. With this I hope U get all the happiness cos I believe U deserve it. Good night...get well soon & lastly... I love U much more than U'll ever noe...B"
Dear God, I noe that this is another difficult test from U...which I've clearly thought thoroughly on why I've decided to move on with my new life & not gonna look back to live in the past anymore.
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : My Aquarius is coming back tomorrow. All I wanted for now is to be in my Aquarius's arms again....I've nvr felt so secured for the longest time.
Labels: Scorpio's final say
* Wednesday, December 26, 2007 *
Yesterday nite after a nice sweet short conversation with HIM, I laid down on my bed smiling to myslf for about an hour or so till I was interrupted by a rcvd sms msg. To my surprise, it's Scorpio AGAIN! And d msg says....."The year is coming to an end. As I wish to keep my vows which I had made but also can't expect things to turn out the way I want. I thank you for loving me before....as it already seems that you are moving on and you're happy with it..I really hope so. I am sorry to cause of any hurt or trouble to you as I am & can't be a perfect person. Please forgive me..please do. My hope is that..one day, you'll understand. Please do forgive me."
It's a shame for some people....why must they only realise a little to late?? I guess this is what they always said 'You've got it...till it's gone'..In Scorpio's case, for the whole 2 years of our relationship, He damn well Had a KEEPER...but he juz didn't noe how to TREAT her... In mine, I wasn't faking on what I felt for Scorpio...for whole bloody 2 yrs, Scorpio swayed in & out my life. Scorpio magically appeared & mysteriously disappeared as I waited patiently with full of faith, love & hope. Till Scorpio gone missing again & the only change I made this time round was to open my door 4 other invites. I've said to myself...the beautiful soul whom is gonna fall for me, must LOVE me no matter how difficult a time I'm gonna gv him. He must bear with my irritatingly sudden angst & moodiness which I purposely came up with juz to see how far he can endure it. And you noe what? Tt person is my Aquarius...Even after a difficult first date, Aquarius still asked me out again on d NEXT DAY!!! and tt's not the end...infact Aquarius asked me out every evening consecutively for d whole week! Aquarius juz simply didn't gave up until he gets to see my real true colours....in other words d actual real ME. Smhow rather...during d first few dates...he juz felt tt I'm NOT being myslf when I gv HIM tt hard time....he tried again & again until he 'breaks the ice' & gotten ME to get really2 comfortable being around him, talking to him, laughing with him & smiling at him. Without much a-do, I fell for his willingness & further trials on getting to noe me better..who is Siti Nadiah Natra actually. Is she truly this petite gal whom covers & hides her bitter past with womanly firmness?? Or is she this sweet always smiling cheerful gal whom always laughing on jokes...not to mention even d corniest of all jokes..?? For 3 yrs, I've 4gotten tt I was the always smiley..always cheerful...always laughing individual till an Aquarius helped me in search & find back the most precious treasure I've lost during d whole 3 yrs. And tt treasure is called 'Happiness & Bliss'. I'm glad tt I've found what I've lost.......& vowed tt I will nvr lose it again...no matter...nvr again.
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : 'You've got it...till it's gone' In my wrds...I've gotten tt Aquarius....but I'll nvr let it be gone.
Labels: Day 18 - Without HIM
Aite...I noe I sounded really fiery MAD yesterday...Why & what's d reason I was in tt anger state is not really a BIG problem to begin with..Hee, smtimes I get worked up over matters I've not analysed & checked properly. Okay I noe *Roll_Eyes_Big_Time* to myslf. But...hey, I cooled down almost immediately after d whole pic was correctly analysed...& I did explain my situation & also apologised to an involved individual *Innocent_Grin* Fine...I do realise my controlling weakness alrite.. & I guess I should try to remain more calm b4 attacking those who are needed to be attacked nx time if it were to occur in d near future..(which I hope so NOT!!!).............*Long pause*..............................Alritey, I hv another 2 more days b4 my bfwen...D Aquarius is returning home. I was smsing with HIM yesterday evening when he asked me when are WE going to the ZOO?? He's been wanting to go there ever since before he left for Jakarta...infact it's actually ever since d day I knew HIM. Fine, I guess I noe where we can first go after his return ya. But tt's gonna be for sure.... after the New Year's Eve Party..k dear?
So tt's all...4 now folks...Till then :)
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : Trying to cherish & treasure all those moments happened in 2007 b4 it's makin it's way 4 2008!!
Labels: Day 17 - Without Him
* Tuesday, December 25, 2007 *
I HATE U!!!! Aaaargh! I HATE STUBBORN PPL! I HATE COMFORTING WORDS JUZ TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL THAT IT'S OKAY....BUT NO! IT'S NOT OKAY AT ALL AITE! AND PLS...DON'T CHA EVEN THINK THAT TOMORROW IS GONNA BE ANOTHER DAY & EVERYTHING WILL BE FORGOTTEN! COS I WON'T! I WILL NEVER FORGET!! CALL ME PETTY...I DON'T CARE!
Labels: Stubborn Aquarius
* Friday, December 21, 2007 *
Phew! The week is soon to end in 2 days time..then comes another week of slaving in d office..haiz..yet again...oh ya minus one day of ph though due to Christmas!! Happiness rite?! And tt week is the week my AQUARIUS is comin' bck to ME..YEAY! Finally, I've survived d whole 2 weeks without HIM & I've got another 8 more days as of 2day...to look 4ward to. Didn't do anything much 2day...been home for mostly d whole day..stucked infront of my lappy. Me & HIM have been exchanging sms msgs. Then suddenly, I started my whinings to him again....complaining abt missin' him & all. Gosh, it's been so long since I've got the chance to whine to a male abt not gettin' his attention cos he's not around me & such..khekhe! Now tt's another good feelin' ain't it..especially when HE bothers wantin' to hear me out & all...*Grin* But hey, the day for his return is comin' nearer and nearer each day... And I can't wait!! I've even bought a new dress to wear when I'm fetchin' HIM on nx Saturday...oh well, tt's simply nothin' new at all..actually tt's d typical ME! Alritey...tt's all for now. Got nothin' much to bitch abt as I've not been goin' out & all..so I'm done for 2day..Peace Out!Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : D return of Scorpio's existence might be a test for me on how much I'm really into my AQUARIUS. And I hv to say tt...dis time round, everything's juz gonna be ay ok...!
Labels: Day 11 - Without HIM
* Tuesday, December 18, 2007 *
Tuesday Nite - I did one of d hardest things to do in my life..& I nvr though tt 'lettin' go' is dis difficult...Really nvr did. I wished it was earlier...but it wasn't. Things do happen for a reason...I hope. But I still don't noe what's d future will be like. I wish I cld predict but I'd rather not too..I'll juz let HIM go...It's abt time.....Sm goes 4 HIM. There were too mch insecurities, secrecies, mysteries....& not 4gettin' hurt & tears & breakdowns. But still..none of us all noe where's d end of our journey. It's for us to plan, but so not for us to confirm though. My wrds to U :-
Dear,
I've nvr regretted U. Nvr did blame U. Nvr did hate U. I've forgiven U even b4 U apologised. We both noe tt dis is damn hard but we can't keep pausing...Time is very precious. I really wished otherwise but maybe.....juz maybe, fate is not with US. If I'm really meant 4 U...I'm sure d above will lead Us d way 2 each other...nor matter how far, fast or slow....we'll see. *Teary* - I've loved U... nvr will regret each moment too..
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : Nvr did loved anyone..lk I've loved U. Now tt there's a special soul loving me...let's juz gv him d chance 2..
Labels: I've loved my Scorpio
Alritey...2day is already day 8. A week had passed quite quickly :D I took my 'Little Rascals', their parents & my MUM to Dempsey Hill for some 'Ben & Jerry's' Ice-cream...Well, it all started by my MUM...she complained to me tt it's been since last month for her wanting to dig into a bowl of nice 'Banana Split'..*Roll-Eyes to MUM* Now I noe where I've gotten d whole me-smtimes-cravin'-4-sugaries from. Anywayz, we had fun & 'Ben & Jerry's' ice-cream still tastes damn good! Oh ya..even my mum finished up the whole bowl of her 'banana split'...nothing was left to spare in her bowl..hehe..not even a tiny piece of nut-toppings.. Bottom-line is, I'm juz glad tt everyone enjoyed each others' company tt Sunday. With all d laughters, d smiles, d 'roll-eyes', d chats & d chuckles...it was such a family affair thingy which is damn priceless! With this, I'm sure d nx time my mum starts to crave for ice-cream again...she'll definitely noe where she wanted me to drive her to. Till then...
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : Rcvd a call frm a smone..sayin' tt he's all ready 4 a serious commitment with me *Roll_Eyes 2 tt Scorpio* then he asked whether I'm ready too or not *Roll_Eyes 2 tt Scorpio x Countless Times* Ever since d day my Aquarius popped into my life I've not shed a tear till 2day..I've always been happy & smiley..I even put on weight k..AND I'm so NOT gonna risk all tt including d Aquarius. My mind is set clear...pls move on Scorpio..with all d bliss. I can't take & go on with anymore *Missing-In-Actions* of Ur mysteries..
Labels: Day 8 - Without HIM
* Saturday, December 15, 2007 *
Hmmm....boyfwen is not in town, galfwens are mostly busy with their own thingy, precious juz simply cldn't be bothered 2 entertain ME!!! So d nx plc I cld think of to get myslf some other thing exciting & entertaining...& also beautifying..was to the Salon. At first I thought of retouching my rebonded hair but then again, tt was done too many times for the past years...& I came up with permanently curling it up! Yup2...I've done it..besides I thought of surprising HIM with dis curly thingy during his return. Cos d last time I've temporarily curled it up, he really liked it much...& have been tellin' me (in an irritating repeat mode) 2 body perm my hair *Roll_Eyes 2 HIM Huge time* Below are some pics of Me..Myslf & My new hairdo!!!! *Winks*
Oh ya...juz another one more thing...b4 I jumped onto my bed, a shout out to my niece, Nuris Insyirah...HAPPY 8th BIRTHDAY SWEETS!!! Nvr thought tt I hv another Saggi in my life..hmmph! So..Until then y'all!!!! Cheerios!!
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : I kinda not used to this curly wurly DO yet..oh well, let's see whether this new DO will cause me any 'Bad Hair Days' or not ya...*Wonderin'*
Labels: New Hairdo
* Thursday, December 13, 2007 *
Wokay2..I noe, it's not even a week yet & I've already lost count liao!! Typically ME..anywayz..I think I should be countin' it as Day 4 cos..I'm typin' dis entry @ 2.22am in d morning! Well, I did some changes & changed my blogspot layout juz now..So Tadaaa!! Nice not??!! I noe it looks kinda sweet & innocent which is not entirely ME but..I'm in a state & situation when everything is sweet & nice..So juz bear with it & lemme' enjoy it peeps! *Roll_Eyes* Alritey..I've chatted with HIM for awhile via MSN. He's definitely missin' me as much as I'm missin' HIM...(I Hope!!) We chatted till around 2am..while I was continuing with my layout amendments & all. Oh ya, btw peeps..I did it all by myself!! I felt so satisfied tt I finally able to do this thingy by myself..Yeay!! Aite..now I think I should get myself to bed liao...my vision is already blury & all. So I'd better rest my eyes. Till then LOVES...Nitey nite!
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : I'm getting d hang of it liao..but STILL I badly wish tt he's here..Hmmph! *In Luv with HIM*
* Wednesday, December 12, 2007 *
Aite peeps...how ya'll doin'?? For my case..I'm juz countin' time..infact every single minute counts to me nowadays. And I've been pweety much whinin' to HIM each time we called each other up!!! I noe...I'm kinda bein' TOO MUCH LIAO!! But hey..I can't help it see.. Maybe I'll get use to the tempo after a week or so ya..duh, HOPEFULLY! Anywayz, juz changed all 4 tyres of my car 2day..Heh!! I'm lucky to be given a term of 30 days credit with d workshop..if not, those new tyres are a definite burnt huge hole for me this month. If I were to clear it dis month, it's gonna be obvious tt I can't party hard for the New Year's Eve thingy..Chet! To think clearly...with my salary & other extra income of monthly rental of $1,700, I should be havin' a decent amount of savings in my account!!! But nah-ah...tt's not what I've realised every each month though..So till date, I'm agreeing to the saying - 'The MORE u EARN...The MORE u SPEND' Gosh!! It is indeed so true u noe.. Oh well, with this I think I've already came up with an advance New Year's Resolution for myself..& OBVIOUSLY, it's to save more rather than spending more haiz! Damn-it, now I've juz realised tt I've not yet bought Eqa's bday gift!! It has to be really belated now but I still hv to get smthing 4 tt Pwincess though..with dis leads to d other Pwincess, Shanana!!! In her case, she already chosen her present via Titi's knowledge & supervision..She wanted a Sony Cyber-shot Digi cam!!!! And to be more precise..it's d metallic blue one!! Fine...I'll get it Shana!!! Nx in line for this mnth is the Christmas..every year me, Shana & Ti2 always set a decent budget for all of us to buy small gifts for one another to exchange..infact dis year around we are havin' 2 new peeps to join us for the exchanging of gifts..Alritey, it's already 6.36pm liao..I think I wanna go back home straight 2nite. Besides it's been pweety long since I had time for myslf..in my room. So peace!!! Till then... *Chuckles*
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : Maybe it's a good practice for his temp non-existence..it'll mk me realise, how I'm feeling 2wards him naturally...*Still Missing Aquarius*
Labels: Day 2 without Aquarius
* Tuesday, December 11, 2007 *
Goodness!!! I nvr thought tt it's gonna be dis bad Haiz! Anywayz, I tried killin' time by meeting with Titi & Shanana though. Lk 2day after work...I met up with Titi @ Parkway Parade 2 do some shopping. Upon reachin' I called her up & she told me tt she'll wait for me @ Cocoa Tree's shop...So I parked my car & find my way there. As I was walking 2wards d shop...to my surprise, I saw dis little lady walking 2wards d opposite direction. As I walked..I realised tt d lady looked pweety familiar..And then b4 I knew it........we both went 'Oh My God!!!' to each other as we reached to hug one another. Gosh...she's one of my close gal friend since Primary & Secondary school days..Her name is Shaalihaati Yusraa. I still can remember clearly how her name spelled. Anywayz, rite after, we both head down to Coffee Beans to do some bitch-chattin'..It's been really2 long since we last chatted. After d long chat with her,I drove her back home & then me & Titi drove back to Titi's plc as I planned to eat there. Upon reachin'...I recvd a call from HIM..LOVELYNEss!! Chatted a while with him while Shana & Ezan juz arrived makin' their way to d kitchen for...well what else can it be.. After I ended myconversation with HIM, I then joined d other 2 in the kitchen. We came up with an early b'day surprise plan or HIM..:) Then somethin' crossed my mind..I thought of gettin' HIM a welcome home gift when I fetch him on the 29th Dec...heh, which is still 18 days to go!!! What d hell!! With dis, I'm declaring tt I've fallen for HIM liao!!! I'm too used to HIM tt I felt kinda empty & incomplete without HIM...Hmmmph! Sigh, I guess I'll juz patiently count down d days 4 HIM to come back! Let's see how I cope 2morrow ya...Till then.
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : It's been so long since I get to love & also be loved back by smone...It's really a good feelin' & i'm so grateful!!! *Missin' Him* But *Still Happy*
Labels: Day 1 without Aquarius
* Saturday, December 8, 2007 *
Friday, 7th Dec 2007 - I'm juz enjoyin' HIS company b4 he leaves to Jakarta 4 work..Heh! Oh well, I noe tt it's not like as if he's gonna be there forever but I'm damn sure tt I'm gonna miss him..Huge time! Imagine this, I've been seein' HIM really2 often ever since the day he took me out for our first date...then we saw each other daily tt I've felt kinda attached 2 HIM...and then suddenly HE needs to be outstationed in Jakarta for work!!! Juz great..ain't it!!! Anywayz, I'm blessed & thankful for havin' d chance to be around HIM..Irritatin' HIM...& Luvin' HIM b4 he leaves on Monday, 10th Dec 2007..Guess I'll be anticipatin' & countin' d days till he gets back on the 29th Dec 2007. Heh..at least I get to spend quality time & celebrate this year's new year's eve with HIM...GOSH!!! Like finally, I'm not gonna be alone countin' down to d new year..this time around..*Chuckles* But I bet..tt I'm so gonna be sulkin' for the whole 19 days..when HE's not around me...entertainin'..Khekhe...
Oh well.....Untill then..Adios!
Signing Off,
Nadiah NATRA
P/S : I'm so gonna miss U... :(
Labels: Aquarius Leaving for Jakarta