*MY REFLECTIONS..*

Been a short pause since my last life updates...

Alritey...it's been kinda awhile since my last updates ya. Been busy & occupied with work lah..what else? *Roll_Eyes* Plus... I've also been dating alot since the whole engagement thingy..hehe with the same dude though..Kwang3. Well, this is how the whole dating thingy came up. After our engagement, life routine gotten back as per usual. We gotten busy with work & d rest of our daily routine. Prior to being tired & restless...we had tiny tiffs throughout those days..Heh! Every little moves, gestures, actions, reactions, assumptions...etc etc could be opted for a good reason on starting a tiny debate which could lead to a tiff then makin' it's way for an argument, disagreement, my say, his say...to a huge miscommunication & misunderstanding..GOSH! Sensitivity..was kinda controllin' our relationship..especially ME *Roll_Eyes_2_Myslf* and tt was only the beginning! Whatever he did, intended or said were pweety much perfectly made wrong by me & all.. But one thing I've learnt frm Aquarius is tt no matter how hard we argued or disagreed on tt particular day, shld be solved..at least try to talk & listen to each other's opinions & reasons on tt same day b4 we make our way bck to our own homes..so tt bad intuitions, negative assumptions & thoughts were not being brought back home left untouched which 'I'm-so-not-kiddin'' can be brought into smthing much uglier k. So we both confronted on what we feel with regards to why we are unhappy. Which left us both teary when both realised that some things were changed unnoticed. It's not like the first few weeks of the relationship. And goodness...those things were the simplest thingy(s) we both cld ever be made to realise of. Things like smiling..yup2, HE voiced out why I don't smile much anymore, why I don't take his hand & put it on my head & leave it there while I drive anymore..And I too voiced out on why I started to feel un-pretty when I'm with HIM, howcome HE could get irritated by ME much easier NOW when HE could stand the most 'irritating ME' during our first few months & all. After noeing tt we both had neglected those simple gestures..which in turn makin' our negative minds conquer...and also it's because of those simple gestures which made us fall for one another in the first plc, we stare blankly in silence. After accepting the whole truth about how on earth could we ever let that slightest stupidest negligence & mistake..Cos we thought we knew better & all, we both embraced each other well *in teary mode* & Ironically @ the same time, say "I'm so sorry" to each other. And thank god...after tt bad argument happened, our relationship gets better & better each day. Even though we meet mostly daily...those daily meetings are juz considered as a routine thingy..so Aquarius will ask me out on a date during our meet-up sessions..For eg, let say 2day after work..we meet up then went for dinner & chill-out till 12midnite...then same routine on the nx day. But then..on the nx day, Aquarius will asked me out on a date like as if it's our first date..He'll go like...are u free to spend ur time with me on this coming Friday for a a nite movie date? But pls do bear in mind tt b4 friday comes...I still see him daily consecutively..haha! But it works..no doubt. I'm excited to see HIM daily without fail..when I'm (a gemini) being well known for getting bored easily. We are engaged to be married but @ the same time we are dating in a serious but fun way. I'm juz hoping & praying for the best..& glad tt He's here with ME now...& I'm not alone anymore now.

Tralala-ing Off,

Nadiah NATRA

P/S : D pic above was taken during our most recent date..khekhe, we went to the beach last Sat.

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