*MY REFLECTIONS..*

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Alrite........let me begin my story of my whole labour journey experience thingy since now I've gotten the rest I needed & Ayra had been following a standard daily routine....rite she had been bookin' most of my time since the day she want's out k. On the 3rd February 2010, Wednesday. After I went back from a drive...yes I now that I also just realised that I drove all the way till my last week being pregnant....ok where do I pause, oh ya...after that drive rite, I went straight back to home sweet home together with Aquarius. I didn't feel any pain at all k. Since the begining, I so knew it that I'm so gonna confuse myself with havin' to know how Labour pain is like. In my case...it's juz a little cramping like..very mild k...I've had much worst period cramps!! So I wasn't sure that I was actually in labour liao. The only strange thingy was that Ayra's intense movements in my tummy. She's very wigly...movin' harder constantly to left & right. So intense that even my mum & Aquarius gotten so damn shock to see my tummy. Aquarius told me tt it looked like as if I had an alien in me! Being told so, I calmly paced all around the house, thinking that if I walked more she would juz calm herself down too & start movin' downwards through my birth canal. An hour later I got tired & landed on my bed. But to my surprise, as I laid...her movements started to get much more intense. Aquarius asked me whether am I in pain or not. And so I told him that I'm not in pain at all. I juz felt very uncomfortable due to Ayra's movements. He gotten worried & called my mum to my room. She bein' her....made HER decision..makin' me change while wakin' Daddy-cool up to drive all of us to Gleneagles ASAP tt nite. The minute we reached, I was immediately taken to the delivery suite. They did their thingy & of all their thingy the one which I hated most is when they wanted to check you for dilation. Painful k!! Imagine havin' someone puttin' two fingers deep...yes like they try to get as deep as they could juz to check whether you're dilating & if you are...they wanna estimate how much you've dilated. Back to that nite...........& YES. I've dilated 3cm that nite & am already in the first phase of labour so they told me & Aquarius that I needed to stay put while they contact my gynea to inform her on my condition. In my case, even though I'm already in labour my waterbag had not burst yet. So the nurse told me that once my gynea arrived she herself will check me again on dilation..which is juz great! Hour after hour, after givin' me drip to intensify my contractions much more so that I can dilate much faster...I merely made some progress. By the time my gynea reached the hospital...which is like 9am 4th Feb 2010, Thursday. And by the time she checked me again, I've only dilated to 8cm & Ayra's head is still stuck high above my pelvis bone. From the reading machine...she told me that my contractions were still on but it seemed that my dilation had paused & that's pweety dangerous for the baby. She advised me to go for an emergency c-section. I froze for awhile...as I looked at Aquarius. After realising it's for the baby's sake..it's so obvious tt she wants out, we agreed on the c-section. I won't forget how I've shivered tt day. I'm so damn scared as tt was my first operation ever in my life but I need to sacrifice for my child's sake. After signing, they immediately prepared me for the operation. I held Aquarius' hand as they strolled me to the operating department which is in a different level. By tt time, both my parents & in-laws were already at the hospital waiting. As we were entering the operating theater, the nurses told Aquarius tt he can't come in & had to wait outside instead..they told him tt the operation will last about an hour & they'll immediately will deliver the baby to him once she's out for him to do the khutbah on her. The last thing I remembered was the doc talkin' to me relaxin' me up while they transfer to the operating table. Once they givin' me anaesthetic..I was so gone. The next thing I knew, I was spoken to again by the doc to ask me how I'm doin'. That was when I realised tt the operation was over. As they were about to stoll me back to my room which is at a dfferent level I saw Aquarius again waiting for me. He followed me as the nurses strolled me back to level 5 & as the lift opened I saw my mum's face & tt was when I began to relax & settle down. While they transfered me to my bed I felt a sharp pain in my abdoment & noticed tt it might where they've operated on me. I can't move much as my dosage of anaesthetic ain't over yet. So I remained stoned in bed for awhile. Then I saw Aquarius bringing a bundle into my room & he carried her to me. Tt was the first time I saw tt face...as red as an apple...really..& chubby too. Tt's when I say to myself..."there you're..finally" & everything else juz falls into place naturally...

Tralala,

Nadiah NATRA

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* Tuesday, February 9, 2010 *

Introducing.............

AYRA FALISHA BINTE MOHD AZALAN

WAS BORN ON THE 4TH FEBRUARY 2010 5.02PM AT GLENEAGLES HOSPITAL!!!

FINALLY SHE'S OUT SAFE & SOUND.............SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH...

TRALALA,

NADIAH NATRA

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